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I really cannot sleep tonight, this sucks. Andy is already in bed because he has to get up early and here I sit, in front of the computer. I wish I could sleep, but I'm so fukin stressed out. Can't mantain a job, my mom has the flu, and I'm worried about her....Gosh I just wanna cry. I'm so fed up with this shit. I just want my old life back, but with Andy in it, and my brother back!!! *cracks neck and sighs, trying not to cry* I can't do this anymore...I need something....

Life is a THORN, the world is a ROSE -ME



Life isan insanity, Love is my Vanity -ME

ALRIGHTY SO I AM NOT ACTAULLY NEW HERE. THIS IS MY 4TH OR 5TH PROFILE HERE BEAUSE SOMETHING IN THE DURATION OF TIME I AM A MEMBER HAPPENS AND I LOSE MY ACCOUNT.



ANYWHO, ON TO MY DAILY LIFE. I WRITE POETRY, BUT NO ONE REALLY UNDERSTANDS IT EVER. ITS NOT THAT I DON'T HAVE THE RYTHM DOWN, I GOT THAT, ITS JUST THE PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND MY WORDS. SO I USED TO PUT MY POEMS ON HERE, BUT I JUST DON'T KNOW IF IT IS WORTH IT IF NO ONE WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY. I THINK I MIGHT ANYWAY.



IVE ALSO NOTICED LATELY THAT MOST WRITERS NOW DAYS DON'T LIKE TO SHOW THIER STUFF. I ONLY SHOW MY WORK NOT TO GAIN ATTENSION, BUT TO HELP PEOPLE UNDERSTAND ME. I DON'T KNOW IF THAT IS WRONG OR AWKWARD BUT USUAL I AM WRONG AND AWKWARD ANYWAYS.



SO TODAY IM JUST TRYING TO UP MY STATUS BY DOING ALL THE DIFFERENT THINGS AND STUFF, AND I GUESS ITS ALITTLE FUN. I GOT TODAY OFF....ALMIGHTY COLUMBUS DAY....AND ENJOYING IT BEFORE I MUST GO ON TO MY TASKS.



LASTNIGHT WAS FUN. I GOT MY HAIR THE WAY I WANTED KINDOF AND BOUGHT SOUTH PARK SEASON 8. I WATCHED THE WHOLE THING WITH MY ANDY CANDY AFTER SMOKIN A BOWL WITH HIM. INTERESTING INTERESTING.



I SHALL MAKE MY WAY NOW BEAUSE THIS JOURNAL IS GETTING QUITE LONG...



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