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So....my flatmate and fiance thought it would be a great idea to fuck with the windows in my laptop - so now its fucked!

All my documents, uni work, photos, my CV, everything I'vr ever put into my computer is now on my flatmates protable hard drive so.....i cant do uni stuff or apply for jobs or fuck all!

Am totally raging - my laptop has no drivers - no sounds, no graphics - everything i look at looks like total shit! - the fan keeps making some crazy shit ass noises, i have no anti virus, pop ups are a fucker and viruses are riddled! if i want it fixed i have to send it away for 21days or pay 25quid for some fucking stupid disc that probably wont do anything coz they already downloaded the shit thats on the disc am suposed to buy and burnt it to disc but the discs just wont fucking work!

So here i am on ma shit ass laptop thats not even six months old and is now a piece a SHIT all becasue they thought they could make it beter with XP instead of Vista but as it turn out my laptop happens to olny work with vista - somthing about the core of the computer and the XP drivers dont work on it!

So if i take all the stuff of the flat mates protable hard drive and put it all back on ma laptop it will end up with hunners of viruses and useless so i cant do anything - plus i have essays and other uni stuff to do but what if they get viruses? i need to find a job coz my uni money stops in three months and i dont have the cash to hold down the house, i need to pay rent with no money but as it happens i have exams at the same time as i have to have a job otherwise i wont be able to get a job if i wait any later! I'm goin aff ma nut!

ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Kiss

So its 3.43am - I'm awake, mostly because I splet in til like 2pm but still - am bored - played Indiana Jones Lego on the 360 for a while then got bored of that.



I've ate a shit load of junk today - hunners of chocolate and sweets and ice cream - also what I had for dinner was rather unsual - had a cheese an ham pizza, with a side of BBQ chicken wings and another side of sweet and sour chicken skewers (or as I call them - chicken on a stick) - was a good dinner, I was starvin and just wanted lots and lots of chicken! Feel bad sayin 'starvin' tho - coz obviously I wasnt starvin - there are people who are starvin tho - people who dont have mobiles phones, or computers, internet - fuck sake these people dont even have water never mind all the wonderful shite we're used to having everyday.



I take alot of what I have for granted and I always want more - when I go clothes shopping is when I am happyest but a few days later I see more clothes I want - plus I have this terrible shoe fetish thats driving the boy crazy, bought SEVEN new pairs since xmas! And its no even the end of febuary! sake!



Sometimes I feel bad for complaining bout ma life - I mean it aint that bad - compared to many people I have an awsome life!

I have my own house (well my fiance and I have OUR own house). I decorated it, I love it - My own space with no invasion of privacy.

I have a cat, I love her, she's hellish cute ya know!

I have awsome mates that yeah like all mates they let ya down sometimes but they are there when you really need them and theres never any real hard feeling bout anything - arguments come and go and we just go with it. We laugh alot - I've always believed that the best moments in life are when your with your mates laughing, its great when ya all laugh at the exact same time and I also love the whole reminising about old times - back in the day when we did this or that or whatever - we always had a laugh - still do.

I have a great family - really close to them - love my parents so much - since I moved out I still call them almost everyday and visit atleast twice a week. They make a great sunday dinner! haha!



My lifes awsome - much like many other peoples lifes but I still complain - I still get angry and sad - still feel depression pull me under every now and again but theres always someone there to pull me back up (most times its the boy, he means everything to me, he knows me better than I know myself and am being serious here even though I know it sounds cheesy its oh so true - couldnt live without him.)



So.....to everyone out there who thinks they have it tough - think of all the wonderful things you do have, be it friends, a great career, a loving family or just a cat thats always there for cuddles when you need it - life it always worth living and it always gets better even when you dont think it can.

Kiss

So Uni was shite - went all the way into town to find out they had moved the class and I'd already missed it! Fuckers!



Watched the first ever episode of the Xfiles last night twas rather awsome - as the xfiles always is! Yaus - canny believe a'd never seen the first one before! yaus!

Also watched a little bit of the Brit awards - as always that was shite - well except the bit when Iron Maiden won an award! Yaus! Go Maiden!



Went out for the boys bday at the weekend - twas awsome - I got so fucking wrecked but then I noticed that the boy was way to drunk and I sobered up mega quick - seems to happen alot - its as if we both cant be drunk at the same time - if I'm drunk he immediatly sobers up and if he's drunk I sober up - its like we get chances each i guess! weird!

Anyhow it was a great night - took hunners of awsome pictures!



Love him tho - we had a lovely wee coupley night last night - watched some xfiles, had some food, cuddled up and talked for hours then went to bed.....and thats all yer gonna here bout that story hahaha!



hmmm......I seem to have misplaced my cat at the moment - strange - awk well! hahaha

kiss

Dam Uni! DAMIT TO HELL! Muahahahahaaaa!



Aye stupid fuckers in the uni decided to change ma timetable - so now am having to leave ma hoose at half seven the morra and have classes for 6 hours without any breaks! Fuckers! Six fucking hours of shit ass classes! Just lecturers talking bout shit that makes no sense and then they expect us to write essays on it - yeah thanks! wid help if they actully explained shit - nae wonder I have to read like five books a week - the books are teaching me more than the lectures!

Plus I was ill last week so I missed every single class! Fucker! I feel so behind - will have to totally git me head down and work ma ass off! I wanna pass - be a winner, go all the way, work the floor, through the ribbon and hold the fucking trophey thats probaby made of cheap metal covered in gold paint! cheap ass cunts! hahaha!

Kiss

So.....I'm bored oot ma nut - just watched like four hours of charmed, been recording it on the V+ (kinda like tevo, if thats how you spell it - I donno if ya get V+ in America, someone let me know please!) Aye.....so been recording it and now ave watched all that ave recorded so now I gotta wait til tomoz to watch more - guttin - a missed most of the last season so watchen it now - LivingTV puts on two episodes a day so not to difficult to catch up on it - when did it end?!?!?! like four years ago or suhin? And thats me just catchen up!

Aye so bored now - wanna watch lots of X-files which ave also been recording on the V+ since when it was on TV for the first time I was young and only caught an episode here and there but I and the fiance (yes fiance!) have been watchen them together but at the moment he's playing fucking guitar with flatmate and has no interest in leaving his guitar for a while and watchen TV with me! Arghhhh!



AHHH for fuck sake! just as am writing that he comes through to the living room and asks me to watch X-files! what are the fucking chances! hahahaha!

Well best be off - find the truth! Its out there ya know!

Kiss

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cadrewolf
00:31 Feb 17 2009

Lol

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ladySnowStrixx
18:42 Feb 17 2009

lol lol oh well.

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Been busy of late - the boys mums came to visit and it was the boys birthday! Had an awsome night out at ye ole Classic Grand, took hunners of pictures, put em all up on bebo and myspace - some o the pictures are really rather awsome! Was a great night - glad we caught some o the moments so we can look at em years from now.



I love pictures, they are our memories! Our mind forgets the little things, the good times we hope to remember - so pictures help us to keep them.



Anyhow - I canny really be arsed writing the noo - jst thought I'd give a little update so am off to be a watchen the telly and relaxing until uni starts back on wednesday! Argghhh!



kiss

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Woke up this morning got dressed, checked the trains where running (crazy ass snow keeps fucking em up) decided to check the uni emails at the same time - hahahhaa class was cancelled! Fucker!

Thought bout going back to bed but decided I could go down the street - next thing I know I'm sneezing, feeling dizzy, coughing and really fucking cold - then the sore head came! Out of fucking no where I got ill!

Slept all day, the boy got in from work and we made dinner together - then watched four episodes of the x-files and I decided to go for a bath.

Ohh god it was good - so hot and steamy - I love a good bath - heats ya up on the cold days. Only problem with a bath though - sometimes the heat makes ya feel dizzy and if yer already dizzy you may faint!

So am out the bath - still feeling ill, heads pure killing me - its ma day off uni the morra so should just sleep the whole day.



Fucking cat wont leave me alone, wee bitch is all over me - fuckin purrrrrrying in ma ears and cuddling up - any other day I wouldnt mind but since getting out that bath I'm feeling really hot and dizzzy and as we all know cats are very warm creatures.



Cats are amazing tho - I mean why would the egyptians have worshiped then for nothing? they must have been amazingly fasinated with these animals for some reason. Many egyptian gods and godesses had the heads of cats and other animals from the feline family.

Hmmm.....just a little something thats always interested me.

Kiss

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Well today was rather shite - well I say shite but I bought a new bag so thats something at least. Hmmm....had to spend £23 on a god dam book for uni - supose its not as bad as the last book which was £47! Fucking money we have to spend for a book these days man is rediculus! Thought amazon and ebay where there to give up things cheaper! They were charging twice as much! Argggghhhhh!!!!



Went for coffee with Debz - totally weird man - come this christmas we will have been friends TEN YEARS! ofty pie! Which also means its been FIVE YEARS since high school! wit the fuck! Shocking - dont feel like that long - well actully since I dont hink bout it that much am kinda starting to feel high school never happened at all! lmao! Imagine we could just block out all those high school memories! Shitest time in every kids life I tells ya.



So for all you High School students who might drift on by and spot this - Your not alone! We all went through it and we survived! lol!



And for all you high school survivors! Woot woot! Yeah baby! lol!



Fuck man - am totally knackered - am not actully sure what I'm writing, ma brains just running like a hunner miles a minute! Thinking random shit - canny even spel write and am sure am writing to much shite in slang - I do hate writing in slang but often I canny help it.

Slang really helps ya when ya gotta put alot of info in one tiny txt message!

Anyone remember when text messages only took like 10words and took hours to send? Hahaha! I mind having this pure old brick phone - bright blue with this huge arial! hahaha! think it was some kind of moterola but dont hold me to that!



Seems weird tho - after they made mobiles they worked on making em smaller and smaller - then we had these tiny wee things that ya couldna see shit on and now we're back to big brick like fones with huge screens, awsome pixels, camera, msn, internet, tv and all that - why the hell didnt they jst bring oot these ones in the first place? why go small to go back to big? hahaha! Aye ave got one o em touch screen noo - was difficult at first but its actully totally fuckin amazing! The boy got me it!



I should really go to bed - donno why am still up - jst ramberling on and on.

Totally fucked - Uni was a cunt and then I had to print letters, buy stamps, post letter, buy milk, find Beck, go to the bank, then the art store, buy guitar stings, find that uni book, be very suprised at the price - went for coffee, made dinner for evaone, fed the cat, hover, go to classes, take notes - on a normal day I would have done all this no problem but Christina my lovely uni friend took to for a drink.



We agreed on one but had like 6double vodkas each then I had to do all the stuff I just mentioned and all with 3hours sleep!

NEVER HAVE NO SLEEP THEN ALCAHOL!!!!

Its bad - I hated it - I have been sitting in the one spot in my living room for almost an hour now thinkin about getting up and going to bed but my bedroom - even though only a few feet away seems miles away! hahaha!



Awright am talkin to much shite now - I gotta go sleep!

Kiss

Got home from Inverness tonight.

It was a stange time, The service and buriel were nice - loads of people came - the place was heafty packed oot.

The boy was upset later in the evening - I got totally pished oot ma nut then I got a glass of water with ice, drank it then went to the bathroom, the boy was teary when I got back - I was imediately sober.

I looked after him all day, geld his hand and showed my love.

I cried and cried later that night.

The boy told me it was okay - I was scared to cry because I didnt want to make him upset and get him started with the crying but he talked to me and after a box of tissies I felt better.

Called my mum and spoke about rubbish for a while.

I was a really said day.

We back to visit the grave before be left and took some pictures of the flowers. I was so peaceful up there.



Kiss