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wat happened to me...my heart pulled out of me like i was nothing at all. the blood comes out of me like a river,flowing all over me, covering me in my blood. but there is nothing i can do, nothing at all..i am alone in a dark place where no one can hear me, just the silence to be around me. wat will happen no one can hear me yell but the eochs of my voice coming back to me. But wat if some one is out there and they do hear me but i don't know if there is....i am trapped in myself that i don't let nothing come in to get to now me...my heart broken to many times to have it open to anyone anymore. but wait there is something a light but it is just a candle and i see a person with my eyes but not my heart, someone that is trying to help me but i don't see them in my heart to let them now me. but wat would happen to me if i do let them in will they help me find myself. or will i get my heart broken again. doesn't my life just means to have broken hearts all the time or is there someone out there that can help me find myself, so i can life and be happy when i can. but if there is nothing no one can then i guess there is nothing no one can do to help me with my heart being broken and the blood coming out of me and covering my body like a river.