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~I only write love poems~

I only write love poems; I am weak

I try to write about sunsets, with out him there,

But I can’t, or the way the moon shadows the mountain peak.

I look closely, and there, his legs dangling and bare.

“Love is not original, sweetie, write about hate!”

it takes heavy muscles to hate, and my hands can only bear, kindly, a lightweight.

No matter where I put it, love is where my pen lands;

I am not angry, that I cannot avoid this

Usually they only read one poem anyway

While they read, I write, about my hand in his and once again we are together on this page.

Read between these simple lines and you will see just another love poem minus sorrow and whines.



~Sweet Soul~

Your soul is sweet

It is like chocolate!

The soul is something that s sweet!

It can come in different types

When it is touched for the first time!

The soul is sweet it can’t get stolen from anyone!



~Hate~

I hate my life

Whatever I do something goes wrong in my life

Hate what is to me:

But with me it is my life that I hate why

I don’t know for sure

I hate that I can sense love between people and that I will never

Feel like that in my life.

I hate my love life.



~Death or Life~

Death is Life

Life is Death

There is No Life for ME!

No one will understand me

Will there be life for me or death of all the pain

I feel in me

I want people to know the real me but

Whatever I do no one will know the real me

That I want people to KNOW!



~Tears~

I cry a lot of tears from my heart

I’ve been in and out of relationships that my heart closed up to not be hurt by anyone else.

But is there going to be a time that I will stop crying these tears of my heart

Will my heart ever open again to LOVE!



~Honesty~

How do i open my heart that needs to be opened.

Everyday I still feel like that my heart is not yet opened to anyone I try too get close too.



~Love~

Babe you bring joy to my life

you treat me wekk

you are a sweet guy

your kind to people

you are everything

i want in a man i do

want for the rest of my life

I love you with my heart and soul

my heart beats fast when I'm with you



~Worth it~

What I have with you is worth it

It is worth every lonely night, every tear I

cry from missing you and the pain I feel

from not having you close.

It is worth it because you are my one and only.

When I picture myself years from now, I see only you.

No matter how painful distance can be, not having you in my life would be worse.

Tonight i resig myself to missing you

for I know I have the rest of my

life to wake up next to you.

~Guy 1-18-07~

So tired of feeling so lonely,

I wish I didn't have to feel this way.

Trying to find that one guy that will be right:

He needs to be like a rose,

Passionate, romantic, trusting

He needs to be like the sun,

Bright, full of life, pleasant

He needs to be like a wolf,

Mystery, strength, protection

He needs to be like chocolate,

Sweet, kind, respectful

He needs to be like the moon,

Understanding, full of LOVE.

That guy is what I want to be

But I'm afraid that I'm not going to find that.

I lost my will to try but my heart is closing really slow to love

I don't want to be cold, I want the warmth of the special someone

When they hold you in their arms.

Them protecting you, loving you

That guy is out there somewhere,

Maybe right under my nose.



~Without You~

Without you I feel lonely,

I can't believe it came to this,

Being without you.

It feels too weird,

So can we make up?

And then I won't be without you.



~With You 6-21-06~

With you, you make me laugh,

You always know how to put a smile on my face.

You make me happy when I am with you.

You make me so alive inside

When I am with you and

When we are apart and I am thinking about you and

Me together again in each others arms



~Blood~

Can you smell my dripping hunger?

Should I kill what holds me back?

Can you feel the slightest shiver as I turn the night to Black?

As the shadows fall beneath us…

Like the moon

Through Branches tips

Give me Flesh

And Passions Fury

Musk and Blood

Upon my lips



~Blood and Roses~

I want to Love

But it comes out wrong

I want to Live

But I don't belong

I close my eyes and I see

Blood and Roses around me.



~Bitch~

When I stand up for myself

And my beliefs, they

Call me a bitch.

When I stand up for those

I love they call me a bitch.



~Flowers~

When you smell a flower

It is different.

Each flower has its own smell.

There are no two smells that are the same.

You can use flowers for anything.



~I have~

I am here but am not seen,

I have a voice but am not heard,

I have a heart but it is not touched,

I have a soul but it is lost,

I had some dreams but they are forgotten,

I had my hopes but they were dashed,

I had some joy but it is just a memory,

In my long and distant past.



~Break fall~

Rain falls on the pavement.

She is running, looking for a motive and an answer.

All the roads are unfamiliar to her.

She makes herself a stranger in the world.

It's her last protection against her broken soul.

All that she has left is fading with each day and the weight of her decisions is slowly growing heavier;

maybe this will be the burden she can't carry;

maybe this time life will break her and bring her to her knees…



~Never!~

My hands will never touch his hands.

I will never fell his arms around me when he is holding on tight, so he can take in my smell.

I will never feel his lips on my lips and on my body.

I will never feel his heart when I'm close to him.

I will never have the happiness, when I'm with him.

I will never have the love that I have with him.

I will never feel him inside me, like the time we did it for the first time.

I will never feel that special when we were together.

I will never get to smell him, see him, and be close to him.

He is my one that I thought I would be together for my life.

But I guess I will never feel that again.



~Goodbye~

The day that you would leave me

Was a day that I wished would never be.

The day you held me close,

The day you made me see.

You made me see that without you

I barely felt like me.

I held you tight, mot wanting to let go,

And deep inside of me I hoped you'd never know

All the pain and sorrow I felt but could not show.

As I saw you turn and walk away, I felt my tears begin to fall,

For I finally realized

You were leaving me after all.

I could not get myself to say a goodbye to my love;

Instead, I said, and felt with all my heart,

Please, God, help me live these days we are apart.



~I am a beautiful creation~

I see myself as a worthless person.

I turn all the credit toward me,

And I end up not being what I want me to be.

I look at the outside of my body and cry,

And I know why.

I see what I think the world sees

Because of all the magazines I read.

Inside a human-made book.

See the real me, my soul and heart,

And start to love myself

Like a beautiful creation for all to see.



~Expressions of the Heart~

There is no chasm as deep as two who are one, yet are worlds apart.

There is no pain so great as seeing the one you love hurt like the earth hurts when it does not rain.

There are no tears so big as the ones that fall onto the pillow before a lonely night's sleep.

There is no love as great as that of sacrifice when it is selfless and unassuming.

There is no love as strong as the love that endures beyond death.

There is no love so pure as the love that is patient and kind.

There is no emotion so genuine as that of laughter when it is seen in a person's eyes.

There is no sensation so revealing as that of touch, especially when one finds the person that touches her soul. There is no feeling so overwhelming as that of love when it is expressed for the very first time.

There is no war as powerful as the war fought inside oneself.

There is no battle as scarring as the emotional inner conflict. There is no victory as joyous as that of one who has overcome herself.



~Heart 11-28-06~

My heart is broken again and that feeling isn't what I want to feel but I have and I don't like it.

I thought I had found that one person that took my breath away, got my heart beating fast when near him.

And that is what happened, he was the one that did that to me but then something had went wrong and I'm feeling that way again.

But I want to feel that way because I'm that kind girl, I am, an old fashion girl who falls in love and give him my heart and he does the same.

We have so many things in common that we were perfect for each other. We were going to be together forever and spend our lives with each other, have a life, a child but we will never have that, I will never have that feeling again.

But I want too. We have each other inside each other. What we have no one will have because I have his and he has mine.

And that is what we have of each other. But that feeling is so wonderful to have. I don't want to have my heart broken again and I had just opened my heart and now I am having my heart closing again and shutting myself out of love.



~Confident You~

In you walk, to this place.

Every eye turns your way

No one knows just who you are,

But you don't have to say anyway.

Light up, one after the other

Kiss the girl, too afraid to move

Beneath you dark and looming appearance

What's under it; what will you prove?

Who are you under it all?

Confident you, what if you fall?

What are you giving your life to?

Confident you, confident you…

What if you fall?



~Moving On 11-29-06~

I am not going to have my heart closing to love again.

I am going to move on with this feeling of my break up.

But I will always love that person, no matter what

That person was my true love

So I will move on but having that hope that person still loves me

In some way, whatever it will be

Moving on from this break up will help me not getting my heart closing to love

Having my heart close to it

Isn't good for you

Everyone has something that their in love with

So moving on with my life is going to be good for me

It will help me stop cry when I think of that person

Moving on is what I am going to do for my heart and health



~Rainbow~

If I could catch a rainbow

I would do it just for you

and share with you its beauty

on the days you're feeling blue.



If I could build a mountain

you could call your very own;

A place to find serenity,

a place to be alone.



If I could take your troubles

I would toss them in the sea,

but all these things I'm finding

are impossible for me.



I cannot build a mountain

or catch a rainbow fair,

but let me be what I know best,

a friend who's always there.



~Foolish~

Love is just something foolish

Foolish to fall in love with someone

So then you are going to go back to what you were feeling when alone

So it is foolish to fall in love with someone

You would do that you



~Kiss~

A kiss can be sweet,

Sweet on a night

A kiss can be kind,

Kind on a day

A kiss can be fun,

Fun on a morning

A kiss can be memorable,

Memorable on an evening

A kiss can be a kiss,

Kiss on an everyday base



~Giving up on beauty~

Waking up to a morning, all too familiar.

I feel those sticky remains under my eyes.

I hear the rain tickling, then banging the windows, chaos leaking in.

I walk these halls, painted and dark

Poisoned by tears,

I trace my thoughts back to when I was warm.

I’m too cold now and alone

Lacking strength,

I stare at my reflection and drown my face in tepid water

Giving up on beauty,

I fall to my knees and the tiles.

Abandoned and left astray. Sorry and incomplete, fading into the cracks and the white, pristine floor.

No one is coming to save me.



~The end~

Have you ever felt worthless, and nobody cared?

Have you ever felt awkward, and everyone stared?

Have you ever felt meaningless, and nobody needed you?

Have you ever felt helpless, and there was nothing you could do?

Have you ever felt hate, and how it cringes one’s soul?

But gave you ever felt love, and how it makes you whole?

We, my friends, live in a funny place, because bad things take good thing away.

And people live in sadness, but to this day….

The end is not yet here.

I know it will be okay in the end, and if it is not okay….

My friend, please comprehend,

That it is not the end.



~Inside of me~

Inside of me there is

A heart broken and torn too many times.

Trying to find the true meaning o love,

A soul tired and shattered, almost too weak to get up and try again,

A mind full of thoughts, not knowing how to let them out,

A mix of feelings, afraid to let them show,

FEAR,

Not knowing how to let go.



~Captured~

You captured my heart

Like a thief in the night;

I will never go astray,

You are my beacon of light.

Never again will my soul

Belong to anyone.



You have it forever;

My heart you have won.

You bring me the calming peace,

Like the ripples that glide across a lake.

I am floating on air

Because you I will never forsake.



I hope you understand

That I will never let go of you;

Until I have you once

And then forever that will

Turn into.