Emotions are a tricky, fickle thing. You can soar so high, only to be brought down hard. It can make you question everyone and everything around you. Who cares and who doesn't? Who's fronting, or who would be there if you called for help? When I feel like this, I pull within, and basically shut down. I'm misunderstood most of the time anyway. I'm trying hard to not shut others out, but I'm also protecting myself and need time to sort things out. If your truly a friend you will understand , depression doesn't discriminate, and today its knocking on my door, and I'm feeling really alone.
When I got this profile from a friend, I had high hopes for it. I got it for the name. I have been talking with someone of a similar name, and I had plans for this profile to show affection for him. Like most of the time, things hasn't quite worked as I had hoped. So the profile went in a different direction. I will keep it as a reminder what happens when I open up and allow myself to feel for another.
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sorry to hear it.... this happens much too often
unfortunately, the heart wants what the heart wants
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WhenSkullsCry
11:59 Apr 17 2016
i know the feeling very well.
just know that you are not alone.