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Living on old memories

Holding on to the past

Not wanting to let go

Never knowing how to hold...



These eyes are tired

This heart is weary

This body is weak

This throat bloodied from endless screams...



Wreckless lies

Heartless truths

Never ending stories

Life long fairy tales...



Seams coming undone

Buttons popping off

Zippers jammed

Ripped off pockets...



Dreams shattered

Wishes forgotten

Prayers ignored

Fantasies never existed...



Words tossed around

Promises never kept

Lies overrun

It never seems to end...



What you will never see

Behind this smile

Behind these eyes

Beneath this heart...



Oh the visions I've seen

The lies I've heard

The people I've met

The abuse I've taken...



The heartbreaks never end

Always given

But never recieved

This is a one way street...



I will not lie

But will not show

What is really there

But what you want to see...



Don't ask

Don't tell

Don't give

Never take...



You try to mend

But make it worse

Give up on me

Because I've already given up on myself.