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Disturbed - Forsaken Lyrics
20:17 Jun 24 2006
Times Read: 523






I'm over it

You see I'm falling in the vast abyss

Clouded by memories of the past

At last, I see



I hear it fading

I can't speak it

Or else you will dig my grave

We fear them finding

Always winding

Take my hand now

Be alive



You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you

Feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone



I'm over it

Why can't we be together

Erase it

Sleeping so long

Taking up the mass

At last, I see



I hear it fading

I can't speak it

Or else you will dig my grave

We fear them finding

Always winding

Take my hand now

Be alive



You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you

Feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone



You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you

Feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone



Everyone

Everyone [fading out]



copied from someone else's profile but i wanted to save myself a copy because i really enjoy this song

my new swords
15:07 Jun 24 2006
Times Read: 525

snuffleupagus
20:22 Jun 18 2006
Times Read: 527

I hate head colds so very much. Sinuses full tounge swollen mild fever and off to work i go

hell test
20:45 Jun 16 2006
Times Read: 530

Swords
06:53 Jun 15 2006
Times Read: 532

Found 2 more swords for my collection can't wait to try them out.



heres the ebay link for any who want to see



http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&rd=1&item=6574257852#ebayphotohosting

love
06:35 Jun 14 2006
Times Read: 534

"The Definition of Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting a different result." Benjamin Franklin

So im insane. I expect the same thing from people when i chose to be close to them. relationship or friendship doesnt matter i expect some basic values. I dont get them.



Be Honest with me.

Be Honest with Yourself.

Know and accept i will be brutaly honest with you.

There are more but this is a start



well maybe from jubal

if you cant deal than dont get to close. i have a tendancy to break up relationships because i will not lie for or to someone. (except for presents and to myself)

I dont always like it but i keep respect for myself by doing so. i dont love myself find myself attractive and often dont even like myself. but i do respect myself.



dont love me for my looks love me for who i am all my baggage and talents.



No One Will Own Me! i dont care how much you care about me i will never be a slave again i will do everything i can to prevent that.



The only one who can change me is me. Suggestions are appreciated and taken under advisement but will not be the be all end all.





Talk to me. The only way you will know me is by discussion not just my retelling of my past but also philosophy life books music pets hobbies. discusion does not mean berating me about things but an even give and take.



I am now a self empowered hermit give me my alone time or i will be a bitch.



Know that i plan and try to think of the future. I have played the lets fly by the seat of our pants game many times before and ended up homeless hurt alone and abused. I dont like it and i wont do it if i can help it. be it for next week next month or next year. but a plan of some sort needs be established.

More odd dreams
20:51 Jun 12 2006
Times Read: 536

Still having the dream that i am being hung by an ex-boyfriend who ironically enough posted a wicked poem about hanging someone (i dreamed before i read the poem) now i am having a very vivid dream where i am at a bar and get hit with a date rape drug of some kind and come to in a house filled with strange men doing very bad things to me and someone i know hanging in the background i can hear him talk and kinda recognize the voice but am not a 100% sure who it is. so for now im not hitting the bars it seems a little to much clarity in the dream i am trying to avoid making it a premonition

Myspace/stalking
09:04 Jun 05 2006
Times Read: 541

Should i be worried an ex-boyfriend has been posting poetry having to do with me on his myspace account. like where i was a couple days ago etc....



here is one of them



it's not your nature to act this way, cloudy skies without a touch of grey, i put all my worries to bed today. civil blood poured by civil hands ruined my best laided plans and now i'm left with all these broken pieces... nothing is whole. rip away the love and fill em' in with lies, everytime i felt a little hurt, a little piece of me dies, beneath all these cloudy skies. sail with me into a sea that no one has ever been shown, to a virgin shore without a trace, never saying why i left, but you'll know why i had to leave this place... all the booze at third and main can drive you insane, and all the feeling in my heart is the same... pouring over.



good Poem a lil depressing and creepy he knew i went to the bar on 3rd and main earlier this week.... never saw him went with a guy friend

Nightmares
08:01 Jun 02 2006
Times Read: 542

Reoccuring dream of being hung from an oak tree but whomeer is hanging me didnt make the noose corectly so my neck didnt snap with the 13nots (to break the upper vertibret) and i am dangling... also found out an ex has been writing poetry about hanging someone and love lost.... connections probably need better shielding....