A lot has happened in the last year...ever since i moved this desolate town it seems like ive spent eons of time by myself...nights full of sadness and despair..tears drop onto the pages of the world i wish i was in...seems that the only place i can retreat to are the pages of my journal and books...truth is im done pretending to be something im not for everyone...i can only hope that who ever comes loves every part of me..feel like im caught in a cage i cannot get out of ...people poking and prodding my for their own cruel amusment..i would go far for love but it never comes and stays seems like the days when it was so easy to find our own kind or others like ourselves is long gone...the days of honor respect and courting was everything..now that seems just a far off memory...i never found more pleasure in my past being a soldier and the man i truly loved with every part of my being but that was centuries ago but times have changed and so have all of us..we try to get by with each life as best we can but whos to say when we get the chance to find that one that makes the world spin..we will never know
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Shinobi17
23:50 Jul 09 2010
I believe all that has changed;)
Shinobi17
02:10 Jul 31 2010
I am here now, I vow to take all the sad moments and despair away from you. I feel bound to you and I want you by my side for eternity.