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Have you ever?

18:50 Apr 26 2006
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HAVE YOU EVER

Have you ever wondered if it was

worse to die without living

or live without dying?

Have you ever stood in the mirror

for so long without once recognizing

the face staring back at you?

Have you ever stood in the freezing rain,

motionless and numb just looking up

at the gray mass of clouds?

Have you ever played tic-tac-toe

on your arms, with glass,

just because you were bored?

Have you ever filled your mouth

with the bitter taste of iron

just to see if the blood was real?

Have you ever sliced through

your thickest vain just to watch

the blood flow down your wrist?

Have you ever laid motionless

in the rain with a crimson puddle

surrounding your body?

Have you ever wanted to die

just because

you were bored of living?



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SHE REALLY LOVED HIM.....

17:33 Apr 11 2006
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The sky got dark,

As he turned away,

I just cant be with you,

She heard him say.

She looked to the ground,

A tear on her cheek,

Shocked, to broken,

To even speak.

I thought he loved me,

She whispered to the sky,

But he didnt even hear her,

As she started to cry.

Her world was caving in,

As she dropped to her knees,

Wondering what more she couldve done,

And why he wasnt pleased.

Why didnt he love me??

She shouted to the night.

How could this be happening to me!!

This just cant be right!

She was engulfed by her sorrow,

From loosing the one she loved,

Not knowing what to do,

She just stared at the sky above.

She then felt a drop on her cheek

As the rain started pouring down,

And she got to her feet,

Not making a single sound.

She no longer was crying,

In fact she was quite calm,

Completely in denial,

That he was actually gone.

Nothing could be real,

It was just a stupid dream.

This couldnt be happening to her,

The truth could not be seen.

So she went home and called him,

Picking up the phone,

All he said was Im sorry,

I guess I shouldve known.

The fact is that I dont love you,

No matter how I try,

And Im sorry for the times I said it,

I know I shouldnt lie.

Just leave me the hell alone,

Realize that we cant be,

Get it through your head,

You just cant be with me.

The phone slammed down,

Her eyes were full of tears,

And she couldnt believe she had wasted her life,

For these last 3 years.

He was everything she loved,

And her only guiding light,

And without him there,

She turned to the knife.

She picked up the blade,

And put it to her wrist,

Not thinking that anyone would care,

Not knowing that she'd be missed.

She taped a note to the wall,

Her last words engraved..

If you hadnt lied, said you loved me,

I could've wouldve been saved.

So I hope your happy,

I hope you got what was right,

Because its all your fault now,

That Im turning to this knife.

Little did she know,

He was sitting at home, so sad,

Wondering how he couldve said that to her,

Just because he was so mad.

One stupid fight,

Had brought them all this way,

So once again he picked up the phone,

Trying to figure out what to say.

The thoughts raced through his head,

And her house he did call,

But he was shocked and scared when,

No one did answer at all.

With this he jumped in his car,

With tears streaming from his eyes,

What had he done to her?

With all his stupid lies.

He got to the door,

And pounded with all his might,

But no one came to greet him,

And she was nowhere in sight,

He knocked the door in,

And saw her crying on the floor,

The knife still at her wrist,

And her crying even more.

He bent down and spoke to her,

Whispered 3 little words, so true.

They erased the pain from her mind,

They were "I love you".

She fell limp in his arms,

Not knowing what to say,

Now realizing that,

Shed live another day.

He had come and saved her,

Just in the nick of time,

So she wouldnt be taken,

Long before her time.

She still had her love,

And together they would stay.

The 2 of them were happy together,

For the rest of there long days





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