Well looks like I will have my ass handed to me for the next couple of weeks.
Don't get me wrong, I am getting a crapful of overtime here at work
BUT the hours and days I'm going to work is INSANE!!!
I will just roll in the money when this SHIT is over.
Back from THE TRIP. Almost lost my shit on that one.
YET it has shown me how vulnerable I really am,
even when I feel I am not.
MIXED emotions.
Good reminder though that my life is rich.
My life is full.
So why do I always have that little hidden dark hole inside?
Guess that is the spot that is broken,
or should I say was broken long long ago.
This was good for me.
I saw the light for a brief moment.
I am back to bathe in my darkness again.
Thank goodness.
'NONE OF US ARE WHO WE APPEAR TO BE ON THE OUTSIDE;
BUT WE MUST MAINTAIN APPEARANCES TO SURVIVE.
THE WILLFUL TAKING OF LIFE REPRESENTS THE ULTIMATE DISCONNECT
FROM HUMANITY;
IT LEAVES YOU AN OUTSIDER FOREVER LOOKING IN,
SEARCHING FOR COMPANY TO KEEP.'
--DEXTER
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