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Darkness by Lord Byron

06:00 May 11 2007
Times Read: 556


I had a dream, which was not all a dream.

The bright sun was extinguish'd, and the stars

Did wander darkling in the eternal space,

Rayless, and pathless, and the icy earth

Swung blind and blackening in the moonless air;

Morn came, and went and came, and brought no day,

And men forgot their passions in the dread

Of this desolation; and all hearts

Were chill'd into a selfish prayer for light:

And they did live by watchfires - and the thrones,

The palaces of crowned kings, the huts,

The habitations of all things which dwell,

Were burnt for beacons; cities were consumed,

And men were gathered round their blazing homes

To look once more into each other's face;

Happy were those who dwelt within the eye

Of the volcanos, and their mountain-torch:

A fearful hope was all the world contain'd;

Forest were set on fire but hour by hour

They fell and faded and the crackling trunks

Extinguish'd with a crash and all was black.

The brows of men by the despairing light

Wore an unearthly aspect, as by fits

The flashes fell upon them; some lay down

And hid their eyes and wept; and some did rest

Their chins upon their clenched hands, and smiled;

And others hurried to and fro, and fed

Their funeral piles with fuel, and looked up

With mad disquietude on the dull sky,

The pall of a past world; and then again

With curses cast them down upon the dust,

And gnash'd their teeth and howl'd: the wild birds shriek'd,

And, terrified, did flutter on the ground,

And flap their useless wings; the wildest brutes

Came tame and tremolous; and vipers crawl'd

And twined themselves among the multitude,

Hissing, but stingless, they were slain for food:

And War, which for a moment was no more,

Did glut himself again; a meal was bought

With blood, and each sate sullenly apart

Gorging himself in gloom: no love was left;

All earth was but one thought and that was death,

Immediate and inglorious; and the pang

Of famine fed upon all entrails men

Died, and their bones were tombless as their flesh;

The meagre by the meagre were devoured,

Even dogs assail'd their masters, all save one,

And he was faithful to a corpse, and kept

The birds and beasts and famish'd men at bay,

Till hunger clung them, or the dropping dead

Lured their lank jaws; himself sought out no food,

But with a piteous and perpetual moan

And a quick desolate cry, licking the hand

Which answered not with a caress, he died.

The crowd was famish'd by degrees; but two

Of an enormous city did survive, And they were enemies;

They met beside

The dying embers of an altar-place

Where had been heap'd a mass of holy things

For an unholy usage; they raked up,

And shivering scraped with their cold skeleton hands

The feeble ashes, and their feeble breath





Blew for a little life, and made a flame

Wich was a mockery; then they lifted up

Their eyes as it grew lighter, and

Each other's aspects. saw, and shriek'd, and died, beheld

Even of their mutual hideousness they died,

Unknowing who he was upon whose brow

Famine had written Fiend. The world was void,

The populous and the powerful was a lump,

Seasonless, herbless, treeless, manless, lifeless,

A lump of death, a chaos of hard clay.

The rivers, lakes, and ocean stood still,

And nothing stirred within their silent depths;

Ships sailorless lay rotting on the sea,

And their masts fell down piecemeal; as they dropp'd

They slept on the abyss without a surge

The waves were dead; the tides were in their grave,

The moon their mistress had expired before;

The winds were withered in the stagnant air,

And the clouds perish'd; Darkness had no need

Of aid from them. She was the universe.


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Resume by Dorothy Parker

05:46 May 11 2007
Times Read: 558


Razors pain you;

Rivers are damp;

Acids stain you;

And drugs cause cramp.

Guns aren't lawful;

Nooses give;

Gas smells awful;

You might as well live.


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I Got Flowers Today by Allen "Two Trees" Dowdell

05:46 May 11 2007
Times Read: 559


I got flowers today

It wasn’t my birthday or any other special day.

Last night we had a fight and he hit me,

But I know he is sorry

Cause I got flowers today



I got flowers today

It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day.

Last night he threw me against the wall and started to choke me,

But I know he’s sorry,

Cause I got flowers today



I got flowers today

It wasn’t Mothers day or any other special day

I was so swollen and bruised I was ashamed to answer the door

But I know he’s sorry,

Cause I got flowers today



If I leave him, where will I go?

What about money? what about my kids?

It’s getting worse every time but I’m afraid to leave

But I know he’s sorry

Cause I got flowers today



I got flowers today

My family and friends filed by to see me

Asking why I never left him,

If I only had the strength and courage to, but I didn’t

So I got Flowers today


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Death of an Innocent by Anonymous

05:45 May 11 2007
Times Read: 560


I went to a party Mom,

I remembered what you said.

You told me not to drink, Mom,

So I drank soda instead.



I really felt proud inside, Mom,

The way you said I would.

I didn't drink and drive, Mom,

Even though the others said I should.



I know I did the right thing, Mom,

I know you are always right.

Now the party is finally ending, Mom,

As everyone is driving out of sight.



As I got into my car, Mom,

I knew I'd get home in one piece.

Because of the way you raised me,

So responsible and sweet.



I started to drive away, Mom,

But as I pulled out into the road,

The other car didn't see me, Mom,

And hit me like a load.



As I lay there on the pavement, Mom,

I hear the policeman say,

"The other guy is drunk," Mom,

And now I'm the one who will pay.



I'm lying here dying, Mom....

I wish you'd get here soon.

How could this happen to me, Mom?

My life just burst like a balloon.



There is blood all around me, Mom,

And most of it is mine.

I hear the medic say, Mom,

I'll die in a short time.



I just wanted to tell you, Mom,

I swear I didn't drink.

It was the others, Mom.

The others didn't think.



He was probably at the same party as I.

The only difference is, he drank

And I will die.



Why do people drink, Mom?

It can ruin your whole life.

I'm feeling sharp pains now.

Pains just like a knife.



The guy who hit me is walking, Mom,

And I don't think it's fair.

I'm lying here dying

And all he can do is stare.



Tell my brother not to cry, Mom.

Tell Daddy to be brave.

And when I go to heaven, Mom,

Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.



Someone should have told him, Mom,

Not to drink and drive.

If only they had told him, Mom,

I would still be alive.



My breath is getting shorter, Mom.

I'm becoming very scared.

Please don't cry for me, Mom.

When I needed you, you were always there.



I have one last question, Mom.

Before I say good bye.

I didn't drink and drive,

So why am I the one to die?


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Love Dies

08:39 May 10 2007
Times Read: 561


Life ends

Life starts

but there is only death

in matters of hearts

love can heal

but also rip and tear up to shreads

as much as I say

no more

I cannot stand anymore

I know it will happen again

I will fall again

and whoever he is

will take his claw

and remove my beating heart

throw it on the ground

mash it until it beats so slow

then set fire to it

It wont know it at first

he will also deny it

but I'm ready

and I accept the inevitable


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Emotionless

05:19 May 07 2007
Times Read: 568


I am emotionless

my world is ending

no more will I laugh

nor smile

nor cry

nor be angry

I will just lie back and die

so I can no longer feel the pain

I can no longer love or

be loved

I am but a shell of my former self

an ugly, empty shell

that will never crack yet never be filled

I am no longer me

and i have given up hope


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Depression by ME

05:18 May 07 2007
Times Read: 569


it's pulling me under again

this loneliness

this pain

inside my head

inside my heart

the need

but the need for what?

love? friendship? pain? suffering?

everyday is a battle

a battle to live another day

when all I wish

is for death to envelope me

in her sweet embrace

horrid, horrid thoughts

but I cant help

but feel that no one cares

or loves me

I hate myself for feeling this way

I hate these tears

for falling down my face

I sit listening to depressing music

thinking is this my life?

this lonely, yawning pit of dispair?

this battle to keep on living?

am I doomed to never

have what I want?

to never feel what I want?

to never have my dreams fulfilled?

to always feel as though

I am no one or nothing

is this it?

you tell me!


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Pain is life is hell by ME

05:17 May 07 2007
Times Read: 570


The pain I feel has a name

its name is life

the very thing that bleeds you

of every good thought you have

of every love you have ever known

of the desire to live

it sucks you dry and spits you out

it makes you wish to die

christians believe in a heaven and hell

me I believe this is my hell

life is hell

hell is right here on earth

but you know what I say to pain right now

to the hell I've been living?

Fuck You

I will live my life the way I want to

so take your hell and shove it up your ass


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Death by Emily Dickenson

05:15 May 07 2007
Times Read: 571


Because I could not stop for Death,

He kindly stopped for me;

The carriage held but just ourselves

And Immortality.



We slowly drove, he knew no haste,

And I had put away

My labor, and my leisure too,

For his civility.



We passed the school, where children strove

At recess, in the ring;

We passed the fields of gazing grain,

We passed the setting sun.



Or rather, be passed us;

The dews grew quivering and chill,

For only gossamer my gown,

My tippet only tulle.



We paused before house that seemed

A swelling of the ground;

The roof was scarcely visible,

The cornice but a mound.



Since then 'tis centuries, and yet each

Feels shorter than the day

I first surmised the horses' heads

Were toward eternity.


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Dreams

05:15 May 07 2007
Times Read: 572


Hold fast to dreams

For if dreams die

Life is a broken-winged bird

That cannot fly.

Hold fast to dreams

For when dreams go

Life is a barren field

Frozen with snow.



Langston Hughes


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Dulce et Decorum Est by Wilfred Owen

05:00 May 07 2007
Times Read: 574


Bent double, like old beggars under sacks,

Knock-kneed, coughing like hags, we cursed through sludge,

Till on the haunting flares we turned our backs

And towards our distant rest began to trudge.

Men marched asleep. Many had lost their boots

But limped on, blood-shod. All went lame; all blind;

Drunk with fatigue; deaf even to the hoots

Of tired, outstripped Five-Nines that dropped behind.



Gas! Gas! Quick, boys! – An ecstasy of fumbling,

Fitting the clumsy helmets just in time;

But someone still was yelling out and stumbling,

And flound'ring like a man in fire or lime . . .

Dim, through the misty panes and thick green light,

As under a green sea, I saw him drowning.

In all my dreams, before my helpless sight,

He plunges at me, guttering, choking, drowning.



If in some smothering dreams you too could pace

Behind the wagon that we flung him in,

And watch the white eyes writhing in his face,

His hanging face, like a devil's sick of sin;

If you could hear, at every jolt, the blood

Come gargling from the froth-corrupted lungs,

Obscene as cancer, bitter as the cud

Of vile, incurable sores on innocent tongues,

My friend, you would not tell with such high zest

To children ardent for some desperate glory,

The old Lie; Dulce et Decorum est

Pro patria mori.


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Stopping by the Woods by Robert Frost

04:53 May 07 2007
Times Read: 575


Stopping by the woods on a snowy evening

By

Robert Frost



Whose woods these are I think I know.



His house is in the village, though;



He will not see me stopping here



To watch his woods fill up with snow.



My little horse must think it queer



To stop without a farmhouse near



Between the woods and frozen lake



The darkest evening of the year.



He gives his harness bells a shake



To ask if there is some mistake.



The only other sound's the sweep



Of easy wind and downy flake.



The woods are lovely, dark, and deep,



But I have promises to keep,



And miles to go before I sleep,



And miles to go before I sleep.


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Waiting

04:41 May 07 2007
Times Read: 578


Cold and Crisp

is the snow under my feet

The air so frosty

it freezes my skin

Icey and blue

Just waiting for you

lying cold and naked in the snow

waiting for the warmth

from your heart

waiting for you to melt my heart

and body from the inside out

you, my soulmate,

the man i cannot see,

the man destined for me

but where are you?

I've searched so long

my soul is turning to ice

if you do not find me

before i am an ice queen,

then it shall be too late

so here i am waiting,

waiting for you to see me

to hear me and to love me


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