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Bah

05:05 May 31 2007
Times Read: 893


Just got home not to long ago, boy was today crazy.



I dunno if I posted about the puppy we found at the gas station few weeks ago, but we found her and she was very abused and left to die and we couldnt leave her there. She had a cut across her throat ear to ear, with a bad infection under it, straving, full of fleas the works. We took care of her and got the infection out, the cut healed, and got rid of the fleas, and we decide to keep her. She was so cute, we noticed her getting really fat, and always being crazy hungry. So we wormed her and I have never seen worms that big come out of a dog. She was itty bitty (less then a pound) (lil bit was her name) and they were huge. Well we've been watching her and worming her, not too much just to keep getting rid of them. She was fine when I left friday for the weekend, I came home monday and she was boney and her eyes were matted and very weak. She was eatting and not throwing up so she didnt get parvo, and we noticed she was still having worms. She just got really sick all of a sudden, we think it was because of the worms.



Lastnight after I got off the net I laid with her for half an hour or so and kissed her night and stuff. She was responsive and looked at me when I was petting her. I ended up sleeping in my sister's room, bc I fell asleep watching tv. I woke up and everyone was sad, and looked on the floor of where I was sleeping and she was laying there next to meall cuddled up, not moving. So today has sucked, because I fell so bad. We tried to save her, and we still failed. I really liked her, and pisses me off. whoever had her mistreated her and left her for dead. We take her in and try to get her healthy and still.



On top of all that I had to go back to school today which was boring as hell, and then straight to work where I had to wtahc this preschool type video on working the computers. I learned and all, but they could of left out the "secret pizza detective" shit. Im off tomorrow, so I can get my head straight.



I really want to get the hell away from here.


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Dominos

05:22 May 30 2007
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So I went to my little meeting where we learned the history of Dominos. o_0 Yeah. Then we had to listen to this cd full of information on our jobs. I was the only one to actually sit through it all. Everyone left after the manger left the room. It was helpful actually, Im going to laugh tomorrow when we have to answer phones, and they have no idea what to do or say because they explained it all at the end of the cd. Bwhahaha.



So I get to stay in GA til August 12th, My mom's renting a car for me to drive down there. Eight hour drive by myself sounds scary but at least I can get there early for check in. Few of my new friends are down there already, and they say it's amazing. Im so jealous. Damn why isn't August.



I start school tomorrow, plus my job (really working this time), then spend summer getting ready for Disney and I'm working on my portfolio, so Im drawing on my free time when I can. So I won't be on Rave that much this summer, and even less once I get down in Orlando.



I love my friends on rave, and respect my house to the fullest. But I can't spend all my free time earning favor or commenting on the forums. What free time I have after school stuff, art, and my job will go to my friends spending time with them before I leave them. I'll try to earn favor when I can and check up on the forums. If we get contest going agian. Ill try to do them.





Hmmm. On other news, I got a shirt and a hat with the meeting. I look really dikey in it. :[ lol.

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big smile

17:11 May 27 2007
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Marilyn Manson is going on tour and he plays Atlanta July 28th.





:D





:D





;D



woooo! I get to see him again. Yay.


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Amazing headline title

01:11 May 27 2007
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Another day at Ren Fest and it was hottttt. I had to hold Speedy the five legged dog most the day, which I didn't mind but how do you hold an animal with five legs. It was hard because his front ones go under him a alittle. But I got the hang of it we became friends. Woo.







Went to see the Tortuga Twin show. I love them crazy guys. Lots of perverted jokes, groping and butt slapping. My kind of show, haha.









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Funny in a bad way.

04:11 May 26 2007
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You know that phrase, "men are assholes" women love to use.





Not all men are assholes, their are a select few good ones out there.



The majority sadly aren't so nice.



Like one who is so sweet, and so nice, seems perfect. But once you know them, they are only working to get what they want with their little tricks.



That same one, a week before will tell you abouta girl they are dating and say, "I'm only looking for a hook up." Then talk about how they are not attracted to her,and just want someone. Then they date her a week later after saying those means thing about her. If I was a bitch Id tell her. I think thats really disgusting .



Im glad we ended, if that's how you play with women, What was I?



Geez. lol.



(FYI: I told Russell a few months ago that I needed a break, with me beng stressed over school and dealing with our relationship, and I was moving. I just didn't want a relationship. Over the past few months we really grew apart and I realized we were two different people with very different goals in life and didn't see us getting back together. He knew that we weren't going back out, and I knew, but I didn't say anything. So finally a few days ago he woke me up with a phone call telling me that it was over for good, which I was fine with. Then he told me He was bored and thought calling me to break up would make him feel better because it might hurt me. o0 ha.)



He's a good person don't get me wrong, and I love him to death. But how he was bad mouthing that girl one day and then dating her the next is horrible. Silly boys.


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Working class hero.

05:07 May 25 2007
Times Read: 915


I got a job. I'll be delivering/making Pizzas for Dominos. I start training on tuesday. Gives me money for all the stuff I need to buy for Disney. Yay. We know the manger and she's cool. So that's a plus.



I started A Snow White drawing yesterday, turned out better then I thought it would.









da da da. im bored.

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girls are crazy.

05:09 May 24 2007
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I really don't understand how people's mind work.



It boggles me.



My friend Kim broke up with her fiance, moved out the house they lived in, stop hanging out with two of her bestfriends (leving only two, me and Haylee) all in a matter of like two weeks. Two weeks, all this. Madness, I love her to death, but I think she's having a midlife crisis or something.



Trying to understand everything, I don't like the battle with Mal and Kenna, but I have heard her reasons that she believes, and kinda see her reasons why. Moving out of her house is understandable they were living with his parents who are religious and from what I hear were annoying.



But leaving her Boyfriend/fiance who was cool, to date her old ex (who I didn't know that much when they dated, but what she told me about him after they broke up I don't like) who is ehh. Cool vs. eh. I get its her life, all respects to that. but Eh? Eh is ew. Looks in comparison, her Ex2 is way cuter then Ex1. I dont think he is even remotely(sp?) appealing, ugh. Personality wise, seems like a loser from the few times I met him. Ex2 was funny at least. Yeah Ex2 lives with his perants, but he drives a jetta. E1 drives a ugly van. Ex2 works in Atlanta in a warehouse type thing (that he might get ownership of oneday) , ex1 works at Dimonos.



Kim thinks crazy. but I love her, I just hope she knows what she's doing. that's a alot of big changes and a short time period, she says she's the happiest she's ever been, so Im glad my friend is happy. I can just give her crazy looks when she tells me her life.



Note: She gave his ring back, because he requested it. Then he returned it......In pieces and no diamond. That was pretty crafty, and funny. But I do feel bad for him, he got hurt pretty bad. Poor guy.


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Oh La la

05:40 May 23 2007
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I cleaned my room today. Like really Cleaned, I through away all my high school junk I would never use again in my life. I kept my foreign laguage notes, just in case. But other then that, oober clean. I also started drawing with color pencils, for it being my first time I did pretty good, Ill post it later. It's this faerie, it was going all good until I got to her eyes...so I made her a pirate. eeep. lol. Speaking of Pirates, Wooo! Thursday!



Here is some picture from saturday....







Kait with the cages that held the doggies.







My gaint turkey leg. It was good too.







The show we watched, Thom Selectomy. Hilarious guy. Lots on perverted jokes about swallowing, ha ha.













Ugh I shouldn't smile, but still a cool picture. A nail in his nose!







The joust, Ah knights in shining armor. lol





Ill take more this weekend, arent you excited? yah. lol.


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Interesting.

05:14 May 23 2007
Times Read: 922


Thing thats going around.



GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work

This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of your consideration.

Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by summer and it might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea.

This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them.

BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2.99 for regular unleaded in my town. Now that the oil companies and the OPEC nations have conditioned us to think that the cost of a gallon of gas is CHEAP at $1.50 - $1.75, we need to take aggressive action to teach them that BUYERS control the marketplace..... not sellers. With the price of gasoline going up more each day, we consumers need to take action. The only way we are going to see the price of gas come down is if we hit someone in the pocketbook by not purchasing their gas! And, we can do that WITHOUT hurting ourselves. How? Since we all rely on our cars, we can't just stop buying gas. But we CAN have an impact on gas prices if we all act together to force a price war.

Here's the idea:

For the rest of 2007, DON'T purchase ANY gasoline from the two biggest companies (which now are one), EXXON and MOBIL. If they are not selling any gas, they will be inclined to reduce their prices. If they reduce their prices, the other companies will have to follow suit.

But to have an impact, we need to reach literally millions of Exxon and Mobil gas buyers. It's really simple to do! Now, don't wimp out at this point.... keep reading and I'll explain how simple it is to reach millions of people.

I am sending this note to 30 people. If each of us sends it to at least ten more (30 x 10 =3D 300) ... and those 300 send it to at least ten more (300 x 10 =3D 3,000)...and so on, by the time the message reaches the sixth group of people, we will have reached over THREE MILLION consumers. If those three million get excited and pass this on to ten friends each, then 30 million people will have been contacted! If it goes one level further, you guessed it..... THREE HUNDRED MILLION PEOPLE!!!

Again, all you have to do is send this to 10 people. That's all (If you don't understand how we can reach 300 million and all you have to do is send this to 10 people.... Well, let's face it, you just aren't a mathematician. But I am, so trust me on this one.)

How long would all that take? If each of us sends this e-mail out to ten more people within one day of receipt, all 300 MILLION people could conceivably be contacted within the next 8 days!!!

I'll bet you didn't think you and I had that much potential, did you?

Acting together we can make a difference. If this makes sense to you, please pass this message on. I suggest that we not buy from EXXON/MOBIL UNTIL THEY LOWER THEIR PRICES TO THE $1.30 RANGE AND KEEP THEM DOWN


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Park.

01:43 May 22 2007
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Today was better then lastnight. I got out of the house. i hung out with my friend Ben. I haven't seen him since august. It was fun.







Blah August needs to hustle.


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Everyone

22:43 May 20 2007
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I went home from Kaitlin's today. I was home for less then an hour and everything blew up.



I called my mom to tell her about Ren Fest. Well she had this weird tone (which is a sign she's about to say something bad). She is like, I dont want you going down to Disney anymore. She's like I dont want you going down there and then messing up your schooling. She says, "Everyone (my family) always starts off good, and then messes up or does something stupid. And i'm afraid that's what's going to happen"





Once again like my whole damn life, My parents compare me to my sisters. Because since Im related to them I will obviously will make the same misstakes as them.



I swear, Im never good enough for them. I stay out of trouble, Ive had a job and have been trying to get another one, I dont do drugs or smoke, I can drive, I graduated, I have a 3.1 GPA in college, I don't lie... I've done my best to be better then their "everyone" stuff (not ego wise) and still she compares me. Im nothing like them, Ive made misstakes, but I learn and dont do them again.



How dare her say that to me about something that means the world to me. I see no flaw in going to Florida. I'm still considered a student, Im just sitting out a semester, I'm taking a college class down there, I'll be back in spring semster. I'm going to meet Disney managers and important people that will help me with my career.



Why the hell would I pass that up.



I don't get it, what do they want from me.





fufufuoupuouj.


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18:46 May 20 2007
Times Read: 934


You know what I just realized.





I've been on VR for a really long ass time.







madness.


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Swiped from Flannery and ones I found

06:45 May 20 2007
Times Read: 936


Which Disney Movie Are You?
Peter PanPeter PanYou are Peter Pan. You don't like the idea of growing up and having responsibility. You will always be a kid at heart!
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What Disney Princess are you?
CinderellaCinderellaCINDERELLA is your Princess. Like her, you are kind and unselfish. You have a weakness for beautiful clothes and love parties with friends.
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What Simpons Charcter Are U?
Lisayou enjoy studying and minumum violence. like lisa you are a very caring person.
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Which viva-la-bam guy is for you?
Bam MargeraBam MargeraHOLY SHIT YOUR THE KING OF THE CREW!!! Your like Bam Margera... You do whatever the fuck you want and you do it with style... Now for fucks sake quit taking stupid ass quizes...
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Ha to bad he's married, Ryan dunn is in second



how well do u know AFI lyrics
you know AFI really wellyou know AFI really wellur amazing.. u know new and old AFI lyrics... that takes dedication lol
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haha. Eh.



what Harry Potter guy would you be best with?
Ron WeasleyRon Weasleyyou and ron weasley are a perfect fit you will be forever happy with your lovable mate!
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Ah, go figure. I need sleep.....





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Hear ye.

03:52 May 20 2007
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Did my first of three days volunteering at the Humane society at Reniassance Festival. It was so fun, I loved it. We had three young female pups, and three biggeer pups. They were so adorable, I wanted this one Darby, she was sweet, but I resisted. We also had two who were like mascots, Speedy the five legged wonder ( no joke) and Jack the one eyed Prirate dog. One only got one adopted for one of the younger ones, but lots of donations. So yay.



I can not describe how much I love Ren Fest. If you don't know what it is, its a place where it's like you walk into the age og Reniassance. Peasents, Nobles, Wenches, the whole works. Since I love that time period it's probably the best thing other then Disney.



Ok so a few years ago I saw this guy who works there, he's there every year. He's been a mud slinger peasent, apart of the King's court and this year he's the village liar. :D He is beatiful. Sad thing I saw him today, he cut off all his hair, *tear*. But still beautiful, mission: talk to him. lol. Dun dun dunnnn.



Another perk of Ren Fest its pretty guy mecca. They like flock there. Not like frat boy pretty like long haired romance looking guys. They are all dressed up with elves ears or armor and it is awesome. Sigh lol.



I took pictures but I'm staying at Kait's tonight, so Ill post them later.



I got horns. :]


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SP

20:42 May 16 2007
Times Read: 942






July 10th.



:D

Woo!





I might make a road trip to Ashville, Nc in june-july to see them at Orange Peel. They are going to be playing their old songs.



:]

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Boom.

19:15 May 15 2007
Times Read: 947


Ugh Heroes ends next week and I will no longer have something to look forward to other then Postsecret. lol. Why do really good shows don't go long, and really annoying ones last forever. Geez.



lastnight i was willingly kidnapped and went to Mal's where we jumped into her pool at like 1am. Really fucking cold. then we had girl talk and stuff. We made plans. Ok so, every summer all my friends go to really cool places like out state stuff. I never go anywhere. Well next year, Me, Kenna, and maybe Mal are going somewhere. It's nota sure thing since we are all poor, but a year of saving (hopefully nothing happens where I have to spend money) we will have enough. Since I am willing to get on a plane it has to be somewhere really interesting.



This is list so far of possible places.

1- Lover Parade in Germany! The three day rave with the best Djs.

2- Ireland- Kenna wants to go back when it's not raining an dnot with her father so we can go exploring. Also I read there are faerie ruins there, and go ghost hunting.

3- London/France- Typical tourist stuff. The Louvre/West Minster Abby(sp?), and of course royalty!



lol. I can get enough money up. I still keep in mind I might be moving out when I get back out from Orlando, but I keep saying that lol.



blah test thingies.



IQ Test Score






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GREASE(the movie test)

A TRUE GREASE FAN
A TRUE GREASE FAN
YOU KNOW ALL THERE IS TO KNOW ABOUT GREASE. YOU'VE WATCHED THE MOVIE OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
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Creepeh.

18:15 May 14 2007
Times Read: 950


So I got this number for this place that was hiring from school. It was aposter for summer jobs. So I went to the interview today, and it was so scary. Not me being nervous, but uncomfortable. It was in the ghetto office, in a bad neighborhood. And they played it like everyone wants this job, 15 dollars an hour (first clue) blah blah. The job was you go to people's houses, and sell them their products. Like old sales people back in the day. The stuff they had was neat (they had scissors that could cut a penny), but they want me to buy a "sample" kit to take to these customer's houses that cost like 200 bucks (im broke thus why I need to job, not to give money away). It just seemed very sketchy and my gut was like,"Hell no get the hell out of here." They hired me, and of course I was so lucky bc she turned down so many (I bet it was a lie).



You would think being such a big fancy company and stuff they could have a nicer office.



I'm not going to get chopped up with some knive at people's houses.



o0


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I ♥ Zombies.

03:22 May 13 2007
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Actually got out of the house yesterday. We had planned this big hang out day in Atlanta at night and see 28 weeks later, but It started pouring at like eight so we just went to the movies near my Mom's. Which was kinda sacry since everyone looked very mean.



28 weeks later was so good. Ah I loved it. Gorey, zombies, and good story line and the best music. Best part was when it went into night vision and the kids were stepping on rottening bodies. Makes you cringe. I suggest everyone go see it.



These stupid people started fighting, and talking during it. Which pissed me off, but It's in a bad county, so I was more afraid of someone pulling a gun out. Everyone wants to be cold gangsters these days, and try to ruin good movie. lol.



I didn't get home til like 3am. The whole way home me and Mal were so scared. I was like," A zombies is going to run across the street any minute now."



That's when you know a Horror movies is good. That when you leave it, you are permenantly marked with those scences and fear. its awesome.



I think I need to finish my Zombie survival guide book. You never know.



Today I went to my cousin's kids party. it was at this gymnastics place. My ass jumped into this foam pit, and I could not get out. I kept sinking, and since im so short only thing visible was my head. But I got across the balance beams without falling.



On our way home we rode through this rich neighborhood. Makes me sad, seeing people living in four story houses. Damn good life people, lol.


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Spiders.

08:33 May 10 2007
Times Read: 960


I went and saw Spiderman 3 today.



....



It started out so good. Graphic were cool, story line was interesting.



Then They made him dance (Toby should never dance, ever.) And he got all Rico Sauve with the ladies. Through some eyeliner on, and dashed some hair in the face. Then He danced some more.



Wtf.



After that I laughed so hard I was tearing up. Kinda ruined it.



I did like Vemon, that was very bad ass.



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Bff

04:48 May 09 2007
Times Read: 963


I've been friends with the same four people since ninth grade. Not a long time, but we are like family. They have been there for me at my lowest and been with me at my best. Most of my best memories are with them. They are like my family. I thought we'd be friends til we were old and ugly, you know....



Well the past few weeks all hell has broke loose between them. Kenna, Kim and Mal are not talking to each other. I wont go into detail. But it's really tearing me apart. I'm still on good terms with them all. But i feel like I've lost something. I'm angry that they are fighting and not trying to work it out. I'm not trying to take sides. We've had fights, and we always worked them out. I know why they won't work them out, I just wish they would. geez.



It's gonna suck. What am I going to do when I want to hang out with them all? Like going places and Birthdays?





hdueudgwuefduwefdwgeyfdwe



Fucking stucks.


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The hunt

20:58 May 08 2007
Times Read: 966


I passed all my classes with As and Bs. sweet. My GPA went up. Woo.



Went job hunting today, I hate doing that. I hate talking to big fancy people.



oh well hope I get a job to get some moola.


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Grrrness

03:11 May 06 2007
Times Read: 971


Argh.



Past month I've been trying to sort out all this school stuff for Disney. No one from my school is any help, since it's such a small college I guess. It's like they are deaf. My problem is, I need to be a full time student in Fall so I don't loose my health benefits from my Mom and keep my financial aid. There are schools that work with Disney that accept the Disney classes and offer online classes so you can total out 12 hours. But they are all in New York and Nort Carolina. That might mess up my Hope which is a Georgia only thing. Of course it can't be simple, and my school have online classes. So now I have to find a school that has online classes, transfer to them for a semester and then go back to Gordon. I think UGA has this Distance learning thing, but I dunno. It's very lame. I tried getting help with my advisor but he had no clue, no offense or anything.



I guess I'm going to have to talk to the Register's office, which I hate bc they always have attitudes.



Balhhh, Why can't stuff be easy. lol.



On good news, Who got to sleep in until 12 o'clock? Me. that's right.


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03:43 May 05 2007
Times Read: 975


ahhhhhh x 3000





Feels good not worrying about test, papers, or drawings.



I got an A in Drawing I. Im feel very happy.





three weeks of laziness, and fun stuff.



Well kinda, monday im going job searching. bluhk.


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Three more days

02:52 May 02 2007
Times Read: 979


Three more.



Woo! I got my research paper back, and I got an 81. Not an A but considering most failed it, it's pretty awesome. I got an A- on my last paper. We had to write another paper for our final, i think I did alright. It's just nice to think, I dont ever have to be in a english class again. ahh the good life. Now math, eep. I don't know the out come on my History Final. i studied like crazy, but it always seems when you get the test nothing looks like your notes. I dunno, maybe he'll be nice on the essay part I talked about almost everything I could remember abot the Democrats and the Whigs, so let's hope.Im gonn amiss his class, he was a cool teacher.



Now all I have is My health/ art appreciation an dfinish up this last drawing.



then three weeks of laziness.



Happy Beltane everyone. I wanted to burn a fire, but i got four hours of sleep last night, an dI dont feel like moving. lol.



blah.


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