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Anti-Meows.
22:49 Mar 31 2009
Times Read: 661

I hate (X300000000) Cats.



They are assholes/arrogant/smelly douche bags of nasty.



One of my roommates has three, My roommate is amazing, sweet, and a blast to live with. Her cats, on the other hand are a nuance in my life. They are fixed, but they still piss all over the house, and sometimes the other number bowl. It's disgusting.



They have pissed in my hamper so much that I have to lock it in a closet or put in on top of my dresser. They have pissed on my bookbag (which they have done to everyone who lives there) My house slippers, you name it they used the bathroom on it.



Sunday night, I was trying to sleep and I kept smelling cat piss (the whole house is starting to smell like it) but it was really stronger, and I get to find out not only did they piss on my bed, but both my covers, and even took a nice shit next to my bed. I flipped the fuck out.



I just left my apartment loaded my car full all my laundry and went to my moms to clean my stuff. Then I went to PetSmart and bought two different types of repellent. I can't live like that. I find it a serious unhealthy problem to not be bothered by the smell. My roommates act like I'm over reacting, but I don't give a shit. Being okay with everything you own smelling like piss is nasty. I'm not nasty, and I'm really crazy about smells. I'm tired of having to hide my stuff, or sniff anything I touch in the house.



I've looked up facts, and I talked to people at Petsmart, when I suggested the things they told me to do to my roommate like... buy another cat box, because she cleans it once a week or once a month. She said no, she couldn't afford it and didn't feel like cleaning two. I was just like, wtf. I know she works all the time and goes to school, but animals are like kids not toys.



That's all of us (three) having one bathroom and not flushing the toilet for days or weeks. Ew.



I know I'm leaving in a May, but if it doesn't take a serious change soon, fuck it I'll sleep on my mom's couch and drive to school til the end of April. I can't live like that.

I gotta get out of this town.
14:47 Mar 27 2009
Times Read: 659

I'm going to Florida in may and won't be back til August. I'm doing the disney summer alumni program.





I wasn't going to, but I need to get away again.





Its not as long this time, and i need the moola.

Boo.
18:03 Mar 24 2009
Times Read: 665

Oh dear me. I want to scream very loud.



I have so much bottled up, and It's just over filling my brain.



I royally fucked myself into a worst position, then I was in before this weekend.



It was a very good weekend. But Danielle did not listen to herself, or her friends.



and let her heart and emotions get the best of her.



Boo on me.

Tick-tock.
17:21 Mar 19 2009
Times Read: 671

What a weird week. Tons of ups and downs. But, c'est la vie.



I don't understand boys. At all. Their thinking, their logic is completely wacked. This is relating to this current rekindling of friendship thing. I just don't know if it's such a good idea anymore. Not that I don't want to, but I think they are going through a midlife crisis. There is a big difference, in finally being social after years of being antisocial/doing things that you wouldn't have and then just throwing who you are away, to become what people want you to be. If your only doing things to make people jealous of you and impress people, that's just lame.



I don't want to subject myself into whatever game they're playing, and get myself hurt by watching them turn into a monster. I care too much about them, and I don't know what to say. Because if I say what I feel they'll just ignore it. I think I'll just be careful.



grrrr. It makes me angry. I've been telling them for years, to go out and live. Stop sitting in the house playing video games, and youtubing. We have even gotten in fights about it. But now, years later someone tells you, you suck.and you listen to them. You have a web design degree, you graduated with a 4.0. You should not be working in a grocery store. Get the fuck out of that piece of shit town, go somewhere and do something with your life.





I should listen to my head and stay away. I wish I didn't love him. I wish I didn't care about him at all. I hate hate hate that I do. FML. lol.





On a good not ranting note, I have a job interview with the Georgia Renaissance Fair tomorrow. I hope I get it, that'd be amaziingggggg.

18:08 Mar 15 2009
Times Read: 680

You know, when you think what you want life to be, will never be, because things like that don't happen. Wishes, are hopes to the wind. And your can picture paradise but know you'll never see it through open eyes.



how extraordinary it is when all the pieces fall together.



I thought I'd lost it forever. And there is still no guarantee. But obstacles have been removed. and I might get my friend back. and above anything else between us, is what I want the most.





I'm happy.

21:32 Mar 12 2009
Times Read: 688






In Art history today, my teacher confessed she cried when she saw this.



and I couldn't help but laugh.



I would possible cry if I saw these in real life....





















etc.



Something intense. Realistic. Took talent, skill and time to make. Something so amazing your question if a human actually created this. That it takes your breathe away at the shear art of being able to form this peice of art out of a marble block, or lead or paint.





I don't get it, and never will. It's bad to bash on people's taste. But I just can't comprehend how a one colored canvas with scattered paint or lines on it, is art or popular or worthy enough to sum up any emotion other then disgust.

masterrrrr.
23:32 Mar 11 2009
Times Read: 693

I



Want



To

Major

in

Animation.



ncuipshfuqwhefuwedfqwdcb!



I feel like I'm wasting my life majoring in Art Education. I want to go to SCAD that is in atlanta, but tuition is 9,000+ a semester.



Blerrrg



I've spent the last three hours looking for scholarships, and am not doing to well, because I'm just a plain ol white kid that doesn't suffer from any disabilities, diseases, my parents were not veterans, I'm not a genius, I don't plan on making maps, and other random things.....booo.

Funny.
21:11 Mar 10 2009
Times Read: 698

www.fmylife.com

Pandora.
18:13 Mar 10 2009
Times Read: 702

awesome website.



Blahhh. So my last post was me on one of my mood swings. My friends say I'm gullible, which I don't think I am. I think if you tell someone something that is practical, and could happen. That is you lying, and me believing. My roommates decided to tell me that our landlord came in our house (we have a leak) and saw that I was living there (I'm not on the lease.) And was going to charge me 200 for not being on the lease, and 25 dollars for parking my car there. They played it up really well. I even asked them if they were bullshitting, because they fuck with me so much, I never believe anything they say. But they kept the act up and even went so far as to telling me that we were lucky they didn't kick us out, which made me feel guilty.



Well I was convinced I had to pay this money and I'm living on my savings since I had to leave my job to go to school up here (It was an hour drive), and I have been looking for a job, but well the economy is not helping that. So paying a chunk of money like that really scared me because I don't want to run out of money. So of course my worrying kicked in, my panic turned on, and I lost it, and got very upset. I've had to pay so much out with school and having to get a new car, and I was like, "fuck another thing to pay."



Well they waited til I was past calm to tell me it was a joke. Which then kicked off my PMS bitch mode. I left and stayed at my moms that night. Because I was very pissed off and I would of said or done something mean, and I'm not a mean person.



So yeah that was that. I just shoved it away. Being friends with girls and living with girls, you will get bitch moments. I don't brood over stuff, that's a waste of my life.



I want a job, to have income coming in, and I think it's time to go to a doctor. My whole family has mental problems. I don't think I have anything like them, but them being crazy my whole life and life being a douche, has made me has a stress issue. And it's getting worse as I get older. I can't even ride in a car with someone else driving for five minutes without panicking and seeing us crash and die. It's bad on my heart and is bad to have so hopefully soon I can go to the crazy doc to help me calm down.

:[
21:17 Mar 08 2009
Times Read: 711

i'm sick of being everyone's joke.







It's funny to lie to someone, to cause them to panic, to push them to the point where they get upset, and get hurt. Then tell them it's a joke.



It's funny to see your "best friend" cry over something you did.



haha, it sure is funny.

07:57 Mar 06 2009
Times Read: 718

Good:

- I had an amazing time in St. Simmons and Savannah, despite it being cold.

- I found a cool ass Rammstein shirt in a thirft store there which made be soo happy.

-learned new game called"skittles" played on a pool table. That was so fun and addicted that we all have bruises from playing for hours and getting hurt from jump across the pool table tp catch balls. lol.

-I had a really good interview today at a nice hotel in midtown Atlanta, and so I might have a job soo. woooo.

- no school alll week.



- and the WATCHMEN comes out tomorrow.



Bad: I didn't get into Disney this summer, But i'm not upset, i didnt need to go (just rreeeaally wanted too) , I need to get a job and not quit, and take summer classes. Plus we are moving into a house in July when our lease is up, and being in Florida during that would be a bitch.



things happen for a reason.

Honestly, snow?
18:40 Mar 01 2009
Times Read: 728

So this week is my spring break, and my roommates and I were planning on going to a friend's house in south georgia who lives near then beach. But then it snows. Yeah wtf. Snowing in GA in march. Mother nature plays cruel jokes.





Since I'm putting off packing (we might still go), i'll steal this little survey thing from Flan.



1. smoked.

2. consumed alcohol.

3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.

4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.

5. kissed someone of the same sex.

6. had sex.

7. had someone in your room other than family.

8. watched porn.

9. bought porn.

10. done drugs.

TOTAL : 9





1. taken painkillers.

2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.

3. lied to your parents.

4. lied to a friend.

5. snuck out of the house.

6. done something illegal.

7. cut yourself.

8. hurt someone.

9. wished someone to die.

10. seen someone die.

TOTAL : 8



1. missed curfew.

2. stayed up all night.

3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.

4. been to a therapist.

5. been to rehab.

6. dyed your hair.

7. received a ticket.

8. been in an accident.

9. been to a club.

10. been to a bar.

TOTAL: 6



1. been to a wild party.

2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.

3. drank more than four beers in a night.

4. spent spring break in Florida.

5. sniffed anything.

6. wore black nail polish.

7. wore arm bands.

8. wore t-shirts with band names.

9. listened to rap.

10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL : 7



1. dressed Gothic.

2. dressed prep.

3. dressed punk.

4. dressed girlish.

5. stole something.

6. been too drunk to remember anything.

7. blacked out.

8. fainted.

9. had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL: 9



1. snuck into someone else's room.

2. had a crush on your friend.

3. been to a concert.

4. dry-humped someone. ( hahahahahah!)

5. been called a slut.

6. called someone a slut.

7. installed speakers in your car.

8. broken a mirror.

9. showered at someone of the same sex's house.

10. brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush.

TOTAL: 9



1. consider/considered Eminem your favorite rapper.

2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.

3. cruised the mall.

4. skipped school.

5. had surgery.

6. had an injury.

7. gone to court.

8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.

9. caught something on fire.

10. lied about your age.

TOTAL : 8



1. owned/rented an apartment.

2. broke the law in the police's presence

3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf.

4. got in trouble with the police.

5. talked to a stranger.

6. hugged a stranger.

7. kissed a stranger.

8. rode in the car with a stranger.

9. been harassed.

10. been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 9



1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.

2. stayed online for 5 hours straight.

3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.

4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.

5. been to a fair.

6. been called a bad influence.

7. drink and drive.

8. prank-called someone.

9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.

10. cheated on a test.

Total : 10



Grand Total: 65

-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]

-If You Have More Then 10.. write [im still a goody goody]

-If You Have more Then 20..write [im average]

-If You Have More Then 30..write [im a bad kid]

-If You have more then 40..write [im a very bad influence]

-If You Have more then 50..write [im a horrible person]





oh dear.