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I took this last week at High falls and forgot to post it.









Rock lovin.

So The Return was sold out, so I got this great idea to email my old acting teacher and ask if there was anyway of me and Kenna getting in(secret leftover seats) or maybe ushering. He emailed me back and said If we help usher he'd get us in. It was awesome, we not only did we got free tshirts we got good seats, but after intermission we went to the front to scream like teenage girls and dance. Well me....Kenna didn't want to dance. They were really good, I was upset the didn't play Strawberry fields, but it was cool.





Ugh i have to work on my speech and drawing. :/

Tonight I'm going to go see the Return. They are a Beatles cover band. Exciting.





I did a spell this morning, well a ritual. I had done evrything lik ecalling corners etc and I had a candle burning in this bowl made for candles to burn in, and I was burning this paper with it. Well it was going fine, the paper started burning like white, like magnesium white, but I kept meditating and raising engery. Then I shit you not, the thing exploded. I have wax everywhere, on my carpet and all over my altar. Lucky me I didn't get hit with too much wax or the glass. My atlar caught on fire as well, not real bad, just the wick of the candle and lil peice of the ashy paper.



I dunno I guess the glass just got too hot or something. I didn't have burn very long, but it scared me really bad.



Now I gotta get a new burning thing, drats.

My class is canceled for Oral presentations, mines next tuesday. Eeek. I hate the word, oral. When I say it out of lude talk I feel lude anyway. I dislike lude too because it's a letter different then lube.



I went to the thrift store yesterday and got some sweet records. ABBA (greatest hits), The village people, Two Eagles records one greatest hits and I can't recall the name of the other, Eurithmics (sp?), and Pat Bennatar (sp?). Yep I bought recods of people I can't spell, but they are cool. I also got a shirt, lol. It has Gary Coleman on it and it has "What you talking about Willis?" around him. I found it very ROFLMAO but Logan who was at the store with me didn't. What a shame.



I got a 20 on my drawing that was like painful hard to finish bc it has a black back ground an dit was huge.



>;/ But yay for a good grade.



As I was working on my new one, I was jammin to some tunes and I heard a good quote.



"i'm betting that even though you knew it from the start you'd rather be a bitch than be an ordinary broken heart"-Dresden dolls



had another one but I wrote it down on my art stuff which is in my car.



oh yeah and hehehe.*girly giggles* Yeah.

I went to this Nature trial place that has waterfalls today.



It was very comfortable, minus the ticks and leeches. (leeches or leaches?, like reach hmm)



Me and Russ got lost because I took the wrong trail. It looked real.



I think it's going to be my new hang out place.



so I took lip jewels out, and it's odd. I have nothing to figet with, i've been biting at my lip all

day. eeek.

Monday is the day of change, doesn't it sound very important? It's not. I'm going to saldy let my piercing heal up. I can't have them at Disney, and I can't have holes in my face, and it will take awhile since I've had them for so long. Three years actually, alomost four. It's going to be weird. I'm so use to having them. It's not like I can't get them again anwyay. gah it's hard to even think about. Oh well. I also have to get my natural hair color back, lol it's been so long. Disney is really big on apperence, you gotta look normal. A part of me is like, "eek I'm having to change my apperence" which takes a toll, but More of me is like," It's Disney, STFU." lol.



I have this fear something is going to mess it up, I mean I've paid my dues, I have a apartment in Vista Way apartments and a job, and a class. I'm to be there on August 13th and leave January 4th. But they still need to talk with my school, which I have a 3.0 GPA and I'm not a bad student, so I don't know what would stop me there. I'm getting rid of my piercings and going to buy a 30 dollar tattoo cover kit. With all this changing and stuff, hopefully nothing will stop me. I guess i'm just pessemistic.I think that's how you spell it.



I can only hope.eeeeeek.

*does a accpted dance*



Oh yeah!



Me, Danielle Strickland will be arriving at my apartment on 8/13 and will be working in Merchandise for Disney theme parks and resorts in orlando, Fl.





Can you believe it? I can't



omfg.





This is so effin unreal. I fell out in my yard and started screaming, the neighbors thought so someone got hurt and ran over. to save the day



but it's cool, because IMA DISNEY CAST MEMEBER!



woo Cap deserving!

So my health presenattion group didn't do that great. BECAUSE WE WERE NOT PREPARED.



Gahhhh. Oh well its over.



I got depressed today in Drawing, the drawing I'm doing is so fustraighting(sp?) with all the litlte shadows and detailsand I sit next to Kait, who just does everything right. And Mr.Adams is constantly telling how good she's doing and then looks at my stuff and is like "eh". I know Im kinda jealous, she IS really good, and nothing against her. It's just depressing to be an artist and be compared constantly to other people. I do cartoons, not realistic stuff. Ilike doing these drawings it's just urgh. Im trying, Im trying to get the lead to form right. Ugh art should never be a downer.



Good thing today, My Hot History teacher wrote me a note on my test saying," I have enjoyed having you in my class this semester and last." i thought it was cool. He is a awesome teacher.Woot.



Gah I wish Disney would tell me something already, sogn ups for Summer semester are coming up. I need to know if Im gonna go are not.



eeek.

On group projects.



They suck infested dick. Because people suck.



"Meet at 2pm Wednsday"



I drop Kait Off Weds. and then leave, but today I spent three hours roaming the campus til the meeting and you know what, no one showed up but me and kait.



they took away my sleep time.



bitches.

"Turn Loose The Danielle."



http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi?word=Danielle

ah St. Patrick's day where everyone becomes 3/4 Irish and get shit faced.



I went over to my friend Kait's to work on my drawing, her parent's were having a get together for St.Patrick's day so I was told to wear green. I don't really own anything green, so I wore my sister's Girlfriend's "kiss me im irish". i know cheesy and lame, but I didn't have anything else, and I dislike people piching me. Im a mutt of ethic places, and I'm sure one of my ancestors got kinky with an irish person and got knocked up, so i'm good.



But anyway, Her mom made steak and potatoes. ahaha. Then we watched Pocahontas, and I came home. Sober sadly. lol.



Tra lala.

I had a rough night, kept waking up looking for something not there. Woke up and my eyes were so poffy I could barely see. I've been odd all day, but I'm working on my drawings a lot. That's why i've always love art, because when things are shitty its one of the few things that can hold distraction.



I got out of the house too, Went to My friend Logan's for a bit, got him to look over my paper. Then went to the movies with Haylee and Ben to see 300. Which was the best movie I've seen. I loved the look of it and the plot and the slow motion gore was awesome.



I felt all smart know everything that was going on, woo Western Civ 1.



I get to work a booth with my friend Kait at Ren fest this year for the animal humane society. We get in free and get a free ticket to come back. I can't wait, I like animals. I get to sit all day in my my faveorite time period with cutie puppies. awesome.



I've read eveything happens for a reason, the wheel of fortune card says every up will soon be followed by an up, when we die it is only the beginning to the next life, etc. I keep telling myself this, because this is all I have now. Let's hope that the Time heals everything works too.

I came home today. I didn't get my usually barking welcome. She must of be in the backyard.





I walk in. My sister says, sit down. Why? sit down.



My dog, my baby, my child got hit by some low life today. She tried to make it across the road after getting hit once and someone else hit her. How fucking blind that you can't see a animal in the road?



I feel so empty, I haven't stopped crying. I just don't understand why her, why my dog.



Why her. Anything. not her.

Is so amazingly awesome.



It reminded me of the daydreams I had when I was little. lol.





I'm kinda really low at the moment, I heard Dr.D wrong, it wasn't "next year" it was "next week". They leave tomorrow.



and I know for fact that the class isn't that big, AND The people in that class, I know some of them, and they have NO DESIRE to ever want to work as a animator. I feel really horrible for saying this, but that should be me. I have no luck I swear, Karma hates me. lol.



I mean really?



Ive wanted to Be a Animator and work for Disney since forever. And the class behind me, gets to go to something so perfect for me? How cruel is that.



Maybe, just maybe. I didn't get that chance, because I'll get the Disney Program one.



Let us hope.

Check out the new opening on VR? Very fancy.



So I being single isn't so bad, i'm still friends with Russell so alls well. I'm really horrible at the whole relationship thing. I start feeling trapted and yeah. Guess im cursed.



My postsecret didn't post, lame.lol. No Im kinda happy it didnt, I wanted to dig it out of metal box thing after i put it in there.



Back to school, midterms galore. I just keep hoping I'll get accepte dto Disney and I'll be fine. This is going to be hell waiting, but I must think postive..yep...+



Went to th pound today, I dont know why I did, I feel so bad I wantto buy them all so they don't have to die. There was this one though that just was so sad. :[



Blahhhh

So it wasn't that bad, but still stumbled over my words The lady seemed cool and we were joking around so maybe she did'nt care. I have to send in my stuff and then wait 2-3 weeks. I hate waiting. lol. But hopefully it will worth it. :D







We had a yard sale and I've made 45 bucks so far woo!

Im Editing this bc I just realized I haven't wrote on here, I'm applying for Disney's College program. You take a semester there and work in the parks, take classes, and meet Disney people. Also they help you get interships and stuff. and Since I want to work and animations, this is like my ticket there.



Eeek



I'm so nervous.



It's a Phone interview.



But I'm SO SCARED.



This means so much to me, and my nerves are going to make me sound like an idiot.



What do I say?



" Hi I'm Danielle, Im completely obessed with Disney, this is my destiny. Yatta!"



lol.



and being sick doesnt help me.



;[

Yesterday was crazyy I got to hang out with my friend amanda and we went to the high school to pick up my Friend Larissa. I ran into my old art teacher, best teacher ever, and I told him I went to Disney world because He knew how much I want to work there/ love it, and then he told me something that made me die inside. When I was in his class he told me about this program Disney offers when they let students go through a class type thing and learn basic stuff about animation, which I BEGGED him to take us before I graduated. >:/ Next year they are going. I'm very sad now. Seriously I really almost leaked from my eyes when i heard that, I know he didnt do that to be mean, but still feels like a spear to the heart.



So we left and went adventuring around and we went to Baskin Robbins, and our server who was stupid mind you and needed makeup advice real bad. Her eye makeup was bright blue, which can be pulled off if applied right but its rare, she had it to her eyebrows and went to her hair line almost and then this Pink shiny lip stick which brought out her broken teeth that were scary and she got my order wrong but I just left, she hurt to look at. Maybe if she was like 20 with nice teeth she could go with it, but she was like 40. Sad world.



Got home and then went to the hospital bc My sister was throwing up all yesterday and it started being bloody. So we got out of there around 11, she was all morphined up.



Then I talked to Russell and I asked what he was talking about yesterday, and I was right, I know, Ima girl we know everything. lol. So we are on a break, which is good because I started going crazy. I think we both need it, figure out what we want etc.



*sigh* what a day.

It always annoys me when people start telling you something and then just stop and say "nevermind". So you forever lost in wonder of what they were going to say.



I'm going through that right now.



"I have something i need to tell you, but I don't want to talk about it right now."



Then why tell me in the first place?





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What the hell.



Boys piss me off.



I dont care if he's scared to tell me, don't play fucking mind games with me. Whatever it is it can't be worse then what I'm thinking in my brain, and if it is any of that, be a man and tell me.



>;/

I was reading in my health book trying to get stuff together for the group project we have to do on hearts.





And I found this fact

Race: African Americans have nearly twice as many fatel strokes as whites and more than twice as many as other minorities. American Indians, Alaska natives, and Mexican Americans have higher than average risk.



At first I thought they meant white blood cells. Everyone else has cool science-y names, but white? I thought that was just weird wording.

I dislike mac computers, their codes are stupid and the ipod cults are annoying.



So Me, Kim, and Haylee have started this on going fight with mal and Kenna (mac lovers)



They have nothing to come back us. We have a song, slogan and now card thingies!











muaha



On other news, I loaded up my clay stuff.









the last is the inside of my finger cup.

I found a neato website.



Flickr.com



Ive spent hours looking at stuff.



ahh spring break.