Everything is annoying me today.
Grrrrr.
The people at the stores, at the gas station, my friends, people on vr,and even my dog.
Maybe its because im sick.
But I really wish I could bitch slap some people.
So I got things worked out with my College. I got Hope and Pell ( woot, being poor as dirt now has a benefits.) So I everything is worked out, and Feel liek a burden or a nail in the back has be lifted or ripped out.
I feel like shit though. My throat hurts so bad. Gah. I hate sickness, I feel like a zombie.
braiiiinnnn.
People dont take jokes well. :/ Opps.
Hmm. What's new...
Well I got a a fish. I named him Hubert. He's a blue fighting fish.
I might have a chance at getting everything straighten out with college.
I dyed my hair to black. Not to be trendy, I wanted to dye it back brown but last time I tried dying over green with brown and got baby poo color hair.
Im currently looking for a job.
My birthday is less then a month away now.
Me and Russell got back together, and I'm comfortable.
and that is it.
Growing up is a bitch.
So I called about my ticket and it's going to be $48 dollars. Thats insane. Even more insane is that i'll be 18 on my court day if i want to take it to court. It's so crazy, Why dont they send out memos when they change laws? Because I would not have been driving if i knew I couldn't drive with and adult after 12. Fuck asses.
So I've been having to get my friend Russell to pick my sister up from work. He is really sweet for doing it, and of course my sister has to abuse everything nice to us. Her lil fuck toy lives in a whole other county then us and it's a bad county at that, shootings, robbery, and rape like every week. Well the Sunday she asked if he could take her up there (at like 2am) and his mom said he didnt need to be driving up there that late. Well when we got to my sister's work and told her he couldn't. She literally acted like a three year old, started cussing at everyone and throwing shit and whining how all she does is go to work. Ive nevr been so pissed at how fucking selfish and rude she is. Grrr. So Russell being nice lied to his mom and took her. But he said he wasnt going to do often. Well today I woke up and she's talking to her idiot boyfriend and she's like " ill be up there tonight" I told her no she wasn't because Russell doesn't like driving up there, and she told me he would if she paid him. I told her no, he wasn't, and if she pitches a fit I will chew her head off, im so sick of her bitching.
She is the selfish human being on earth, she just abuses generosity. Uggh.
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Why is it when I FINALLY get together, head cleared, over him. DO THEY POP UP AGAIN. I mean really, wtf? If your going to ignore me and not talk to me, fine, keep it that way. But if not make up your damn mind of what you want. GAhhhh. lol.
I got pulled over i again lastnight, In my own driveway, how fucked up is that? I got a ticket for driving past curfew, Police are such dicks.
I think my car is cursed Ive been pulled over three times since i got it.
So yesterday I went to Six Flags. It was a lot of fun, Rode the new rollar coaster that was the biggest in the south..i think. That was pretty scary. I think I have teretzits (sp bad)..or flunt cussing disease thing on coatsers. I got to ride front row on Batman (in YOUR FACE!), waiting in line these german kids kept talking..it made my day. I watched this show tribute to the 195os, i wish i lived back then.
Anyway bad part, so my sister, and her bright self forgot the directions ( I told her to get them, she only got the ones to the place). So we try to go back the way we came, which course didnt work. So I end up at the airport, where the shuttle buses are, im not even suppose to be driving there. there are big busses full of people around me, and im freaking out. So i get out of that and end up in College Park (Its so ghetto Rapper rap about it) and we stop to get directions and we are the only white people there, it was a bad part of town and I thought we were going to get shot or raped. Finally after that store ( they wouldnt help us) we got help from this nice old guy, and we made it home.
Three panic attacks and a almost puke but I survived!
You know those really big fire works that make big bubbles? I call them Death Star, because thats what i thin kof when they are hanging over my head.
Today I went to My friend Josh's parteh, but I go there late and missed the Dj, But I got free cds, anmd he's really good.
Then went to Kennar's house and we met Ryan at his house where Dave, Nate and Garon were blowing things up.
Then we went to the ball fields to watched fire works, it was cool, I was around old friends, it felt like old times. Times that i miss now that high schools gone.
On my way home, I had this horrible thought flash through my mind. I pictured a car hitting me head on, and me riding in a abulance. They told me I was going to die, and I told my sister to call my friends before i died, and I started crying in the hospital bed because I didnt want to leave them.
lol. Im so gayeh.
Ok it's 4:14am on Monday July 3rd and PostSecret has not updated. I am Really sad now. :[ I look forward every sunday, whats the deal, frank, WHAT?
My world has ended.
maybe.
Lastnight i went to my friend Ryan's Party that he was throwing for his friend Pat who got back from the Army.
When Kenna and me got there, we walked to the backyard and Ryan was wrestling Pat and was choking him. Pat stopped and was apperent he was drunk. He was like "who wants to fight?" and was like "let me show you pressure point sthat could kill". Come to find out just about everyone was drunk, lol. It was funny.
Little bit later he kept trying to show people these pressure points, it got annoying. Lol.
But the guys we were hanging with were talking about getting laid and me and kenna were the only sober ones there. It was just so sad to hear guys talk about girls like that, im no "girl power" person, but i mean..come on. Dont be a dick.
Afterward me and kenna went to Ihop and talk about boy sand how stupid they are.
Good times
Lastnight I had another dream with Rammstein in it, it was awesome.
Then i dreamed me and my two firends killed thie baby who happened to be a child of an exbitch teacher. i felt bad though
then I had a dream i was in the book store buying the new anita blake and my sister was tring to get gone with the wond insted and i freaked out.
I downloaded this song.
It is really good.
I havent heard it in forever
"We're not living in America"-The Sounds
*dances*
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