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Glitter on the mattress
18:33 Apr 30 2006
Times Read: 683




Lastnight was my senior prom and it was everything it should of been. I got up early thinking it'd take me hours to get ready...but it didn't so around one o'clock I was all dressed up and stil had three hours to go. I wore this black dress with this white trim at the top with my awesome platform boots. I painted my face like a china doll and put my hair in pigtailish things and put ribbon bows in it. By the time I had to go to Amy's the makeup was started to look funky..oh well.

After running my sister to work and dropping Coda off I went to Amy's where her mom took like a bizilllion pictures. Then The BEST part eva..the Limo. Oh yes, My poor ass got to ride in a limo. The driver's name was Greg..lol. So Amy, Alexis, Josh, Sandra, Anna, Me, and Ashley all partied in the limo to the fancy food place. We ate and got our picture taken by this guy who was suppose to take pictures for our prom...weird.



We get there and the place is actually really nice. Of course the first thing I do is go to the dance floor. Everyone was all pretty and shiny. When They played sandstorm I was on the other side of the room and I RAN to dance..oh yes.. My requested song made everyone boogie..I almost puked bc I downed this drink to quick before i went to the floor..ew >


Cool things that happened:

- I enjoyed myself all night

- I got to dance like crazy

- I got to dance with Jesse (lol)

- I rode in a limo

- My food at the fancy food place was all decorated.





After we got back to Amy's I went to get my sister from work and I was to tired to drive back to Amy's. So I curled up into me bed and went sleep...alone.













Wooo! Class of 'o6.



Tada.



-Fin-

It seems so far ...
19:48 Apr 28 2006
Times Read: 690

Oh dear....





So nothing really exciting has happened...Im at school and Im bored galore.



Tomorrow is prom and Im dressing up as a doll. Hopefully it will be fun, Let us hope. I can't wait to go and make funny remarks in my head..Hehe. What? There will be orange people there with bright colors and painted faces..muhaha. Yeah..anyway...



Blahhh. You know what? Crushes are crazy little balls of likeness that poke at your head with a hot iron pointer thing saying "Grrrrrr, haha. Im here to destroy you!" (Marina agrees)



Giggity Giggity, disco on the dance floor. Batman in a leizure suit doing the hussle.

I got a date with the Night
19:19 Apr 24 2006
Times Read: 694

I think Im dying. I feel bad today, i think its from the lack of sleep and business. Poo. After i graduate..I think i will sleep for a week need to put that on the to-do list...hmm..



So this weekend I went to go find a prom dress, and i couldn't find one...They all were hideous. The only one I liked was at this costume shop. It was a snow white dress...they didnt have it so i might go back this week to another one to see if the have it in stock. If not, Ill wear the one from last year and alter/decorate it....



I sound so girly...lol



I haven't been able to get on the net a lot, which means I haven't been on Rave like I usually am..Im slack in favor earning..pooooooo....I think Im going to set up a day where I try to earn 100 favor in a day..lol...yep i can do it..lol maybe..possible..kinda...oh dear.







Rawrrrrr.

They found her under the sea...
02:03 Apr 22 2006
Times Read: 697


I have nothing reallty to write about.





:[





I go on a field trip tomorrow to this garden place. Im happy about it. Im gonna draw...and dance in a swarm of butterflies.



My sister lost my camera..which makes me VERY ill...Grrrrr.





I want to ge a new drawing notebook...Lately I have been having urges. Good thing.





I graduate in five weeks...Im terrified. :[





Daire is a douche bag.





-FiN-

Mystery Girl
00:56 Apr 18 2006
Times Read: 700






It was the struggle of the century

and all the grown men came to see

the girl who tamed the tiger yeah yeah

the heart of southern Lovebirds

they found her under the sea

she said she came from cell block three

the girl hit hard like a barracuda baby

she floated on air like a crest of wave

she was a primal institution she was a danger to herself yeah



Mad loving by the cold hearted

Take a deep breath babe cos we just started



Mystery Girl

Mystery Girl

keep on faking your mystery world

Cuz the mystery boys will be your toys yeah

The Mystery boys will be your toys



Not a day goes by i wanna disappear

Into her eyes a mother pearl

and my head feels dead with all this useless fighting

But my heart aint dead cuz it keeps on loving

the girl hit hard like a barracuda baby

she floated on air like a crest of wave

she was a primal institution she was a danger to herself yeah



Mad loving by the cold hearted

take a deep breath babe cuz we just started









Doot doot, doot doot, doot. I like that song, i jammed to it today in my car while the windows were down and my hair was crazy. im sure to outsiders i looked crazy, but I boogied.





So I might be getting this art scholarship, which made me happy. Saturday I get to go on a "field trip" to Callaway Gardens, whith the art club. I get to go play with the butterflies.*smiles* I gots to find a stupid prom dress. Xp







Rawr.





In graphic art, we ah dto design a resturant theme. Mine was "Gore Galore", the place looks like a really old house but in the basement. The waitresses are zombies and all the food is named after really rude things. There are performance stages set through the place for contorstionist (sp?) and sword swallowers. And then there is a club up stairs that is huge and it rains red water and foam from tim eto time and it looks like a old factory. Pretty cool place, id go every night.

In the end all you have is you and your memories.
06:15 Apr 17 2006
Times Read: 702




I

have

know

Idea

what

is

going

on



*sad face*



I think im crazy.



and confused...

and sleepy

im going







to bed.

Oh
06:29 Apr 16 2006
Times Read: 704

Hmmm....

I feel cheap.



I dont know why, I really have no reason to feel like that...but im crazy and paranoid.



*sigh*



Great.

I miss you.
19:33 Apr 15 2006
Times Read: 706


R.I.P

Philip Terry

April 17, 1987-April 15, 2004







Today is two years..at six tonight its two years. Every month, the 15th, I remember. It still hurts to think about it, and I still wonder why..what we could of done..why we didnt say anything...



We sat next to each other at lunch, that was how I got to know him we'd sit their and talk about crazy things and Id watch him draw and stuff. He was so awesome and amazing. Really unique..people always say things like that after they are gone but i thougt that when he was here. I use to not talk to him because I didnt think I was "cool" enough..lol. Im glad I got to know him better that year before he left. I know others were effected a lot more, like Kenna. She really loved him.



He once told me when we were at a party, He'd walked off by himself and I went to talk to him. He said "People always say thing will get better, but they never do. They just get worst."



Philip left us on a thursday night around six. I was making his birthday card around six. I got a call from my friend Kenna..she was crying..she told me Philip shot himself. I told her to stop joking, and she didnt say anything... then everything got cold. Wqe were all going to his surprise birthday party that weekend, insted we went his funeral..



I have never felt anything so painful, then losing a freind to suicide. Its like something rips you down from the inside and your left cold and empty. Everything changed after that, we lost something.



I really wish I could, for a moment show people who brag about being suicidal, how it feels.

Meow...
05:59 Apr 12 2006
Times Read: 709

Marina took this picture of us at the play...lol

I have no idea why im making that face...Im tan too..thats because they caked my face full of nasty make-up..ew

To the right of the north star
01:27 Apr 12 2006
Times Read: 711

I have never been so tired, like I was today. It was painful. Xp





Driving that car is making me sick...really. I want to puke everytime I come to a stop, bc Im terrified im going to shut down. Grrrrr.

Sunday bloody Sunday
00:49 Apr 10 2006
Times Read: 713

So last day of Spring break ends with a bang! lol..kinda.



Yesterday, Me and Marina went on our "date" (which wasfor winning a bet and she said she'd take me out to eat.) We went to one of those fancy chinese/japanese places where they cook on the gaint grills in front of your table and fire and pow...I was of course amused by it. It was really good. Yum. Then we went to Dixie land for a game of Lazer tag. Which I was once again "Betty" and We go in..I notice my gun doesn't work... and they were playing stupid whinny music..so... I ran around with my non working gun going "bang bang your dead" and "pow pow". I also did my gun slinging dance. Yep. Went home and drove my new car...which was terrifying I freaked out they whole way....



Today I made sure I slept in as late as I could because I go back to school tomorrow. My mom came by, she went to look at the car bc some the lights aren't working... and she leaves...blahhhh...then I go to take my sister to work and my car is dead...DEAD. My mom conviently left the lights on..which drained my battery. Great. I have no clue how to fix it..it wont charge...my head hurts from breathing in exsuast (sp?)..Poo. Crap.

You may have noticed...im not all here....
18:59 Apr 08 2006
Times Read: 718

I think I want one...

Yesterday was fun... :D

She's a myth
05:41 Apr 07 2006
Times Read: 721

I got a new car today, problem is it is a stick shift..which means I have to do a lot of feet stomping, oh shits, and "why are we rolling backwards?"...Good times.



Im happy about being a loser, I came to that conculsion today. Most teenagers on spring break..go places, party, and do teen things. I on the other hand...sleep late, hang around the house in my pjs dance around the house while my record player blares swing music, waste away on the net, stay up late either on the net or reading til odd hours of the night. ANd then rense and repeat. Wooo, I like being me. :D





So my to-do list got bigger in the past couple of days...I now have to find a prom dress bc the place i ordered it from is like...dead or something and they were sold out..could of told me that three weeks ago...poo faces. Then I had a nightmare the other night about college..im really stressed...why? I dont know, I just dont want to fuck up. :/ So i really need to apply asap. Oh and im not doing good in trig, and its starting to make me worry big time bc I only have a month and a half to get it up..grrr..im going to be a wreck in next week.



My mom yelled at me yesterday, like actually was serious and not messed up yelling. She told me that I needed to stopping worrying about everything. She said " Danielle you have always worried about every little thing, Your 17. You are to young to be worrying. You always do this, every since you were young you start panicing about stuff you shouldn't even care about. Go out have fun and forget about it." Blah to her.



:/ I wish it was that easy.

La belle Dame
04:22 Apr 04 2006
Times Read: 732

So today i drove my sister around to all the place she needed to go, my car is really about to die...or kill me. My mom is suppos eto be getting me a new one...since im the new taxi service...



I went to kenna's for a water balloon fight, and lost horribly. I was drinched, and noticed to be the only one. :/



Im so bored, nothing exciting is happening in life...phoey. I feeling like im hoping for a lost cause these days. Oh dear. hmmm



I saw these in my literture book a few weeks ago...I fell in love with it..the color and the style. i wish i could paint like this..plus it looks like a fairy tale

I like this poem....



O WHAT can ail thee, knight-at-arms,

Alone and palely loitering?

The sedge has wither’d from the lake,

And no birds sing.



II.



O what can ail thee, knight-at-arms! 5

So haggard and so woe-begone?

The squirrel’s granary is full,

And the harvest’s done.



III.



I see a lily on thy brow

With anguish moist and fever dew, 10

And on thy cheeks a fading rose

Fast withereth too.



IV.



I met a lady in the meads,

Full beautiful—a faery’s child,

Her hair was long, her foot was light, 15

And her eyes were wild.



V.



I made a garland for her head,

And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;

She look’d at me as she did love,

And made sweet moan. 20



VI.



I set her on my pacing steed,

And nothing else saw all day long,

For sidelong would she bend, and sing

A faery’s song.



VII.



She found me roots of relish sweet, 25

And honey wild, and manna dew,

And sure in language strange she said—

“I love thee true.”



VIII.



She took me to her elfin grot,

And there she wept, and sigh’d fill sore, 30

And there I shut her wild wild eyes

With kisses four.



IX.



And there she lulled me asleep,

And there I dream’d—Ah! woe betide!

The latest dream I ever dream’d 35

On the cold hill’s side.



X.



I saw pale kings and princes too,

Pale warriors, death-pale were they all;

They cried—“La Belle Dame sans Merci

Hath thee in thrall!” 40



XI.



I saw their starved lips in the gloam,

With horrid warning gaped wide,

And I awoke and found me here,

On the cold hill’s side.



XII.



And this is why I sojourn here, 45

Alone and palely loitering,

Though the sedge is wither’d from the lake,

And no birds sing. -John Keats

Funny.
03:12 Apr 04 2006
Times Read: 733

Zonist18 (10:11:25 PM): I wish my grass was emo...

Zonist18 (10:11:29 PM): that way it would cut itself

Petite Mortea18 (10:11:33 PM): lol

Show me, Show me how you do that trick...
18:02 Apr 01 2006
Times Read: 735

Last night was awesome, We successfully pissed off the mean chorus teacher. She has been a bitch to us the whole time we have been preparing for the play, so last night everything she told us we couldnt do..we did. Beautiful and the crowd loved it, so it shows she is stupid old man. I like making people laugh. I got a lot of compliments on my dancing skills, lol. The only downer last night was that my mom didn't come, it hurt. But oh well. :p

Afterward we all went to Marina's to party. I played pool, and I actually hit th ball...it didnt go in the pocket but I hit it. We danced, and stuff. at one point I was sitting on the couch watching Family Guy by myself, the other room had to many people in a small area and i felt trapped...lol..giggity giggity.

Spring break + Me = Lots of sleep and Hangman.