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I am the shadow outside

That keeps you up at night

I am the empty shelf

Falling off the wall

I am all the lies

Hiding in the truth

I am the final tear

Running down your face

I am a broken person

In a world of grey

I am the lock

Without the key

I am a shaddered dream

in someone elses mind

I am the whispers

In your head

But I am deffinetly

not me



You are the lie

Within me

You are the poison

Filling veins

You are the salt

Within the wound

You are the shadow

In every corner

You are the darkness

Of life

You are the spider

In the web

You are the cause

Of every scream

And you are the soul

Inside me

Love me

Hate me

Go fucking crazy

Watch her

Taunt her

Skin cold as winter

Kick him

Break him

His chances are slim

Tell no one

Whats begun

Here the pain comes

Hear me

See me

Welcome to the family

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DyingRose
16:13 Oct 15 2011

haha sounds like my family lol

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Help me

I'm held captive by myself

Catch me

Im reaching for anyone else

Hear me

I'm screaming

Teach me

To stop dreaming

Leave me

So i understand

Kill me

By your own hand

Hurt me

With insults

Control me

With my faults

Can you help me?

I'm still a captive to myself...I'm locked inside

Petals stewn upon the ground

These voices keep on haunting me

A music box making a funny sound

A creepy little melody



Poison filling ice like veins

Rip the stitches open from one end

Clothes covered in blood stains

Time to wind up once again



In the end whose to blame?

When life is quite the living hell

Everyday its the same

But still my story to tell



No longer can you silence me

Just try and silence me

Remember not to fall asleep...

Or your soul is mine to keep

Falling deeper in the dark

Sticking nails in my once filled heart

And now I'm bleeding once again

Please let the pain come to an end

Rip the stitches from my skin

Soon the torment will begin

Slowly being torn open

All my hopes have been broken

Desperate, I fall to my knees

Lost, I call out empty pleas

Running from my own reflection

Wishing I could just blend in

Always feeling misunderstood

Fearing the poison in my blood

I've begun to disappear

My soul is starting to fear

Death is my only freedom

My body goes numb

I'll finally be free of your grasp

My heart beat begins to lasp

Smiling I shut my eyes

Whispering my last goodbyes...

Force a smile

Push back tears

Fake a laugh

Ignore the stares

Lie through your teeth

Pretend to care

Blink your eyes

Breathe in air

Try to eat

Brush your hair

Don't fall asleep

In this endless else where

Grab your heart

Try to mend the tears

But its too late

Its disapeared

You've learned to hide

Your smile so well

Your locked inside

A heart of steal



A place that no one

Else can go

Somewhere beyond

This world i know



A place that you call your own

A placre i long to be

A place that you call home

A place i wish to see

He closes his eyes

And slits his wrists

Cause even when he tries

Life gives him a twist



He tries to make sure, that nobody sees

Past the facade

He puts on for everybody



Before school starts

The news has spread

Broken hearts

Mess with our heads



His life

Has come to an end

Because of the knife like words

Of a friend

Hes going down the wrong path once again

Hes at his minds end

He stands where the line begins to blurr

Where love is the lure



Hes falling on the wrong side

Now theres darkness inside

And now hes lost

Cause he doesn't know who to trust



When your broken and no ones there

Its hard to feel like someone cares

i hope he doesn't give in

Cause i trully do...love him

My life

Is a waterfall of tears

The knife

Has been twisted all these years



Don't try to make me smile

I don't feel like it today

Its been a while

Since i can honestly say that I'm ok



Don't try to tell me

You didnt mean it

Drop your life

It means nothing

Pick up a knife

It stands for something



Think of me

When everythings wrong

Think of me

When you hear this song



Your lost

And insecure

Broken Trust

Your paths unclear

But I'm still here



Darkened heart

Its cold and lifeless

Fall apart

When your life feels pointless



Think of me

With each tear that falls

Think of me

When satan calls

Think of me...

Blood flows

Heart slows

Please don't stop beating

My soul cries

Its all lies

I can't stop the bleeding

Hold on

So long

Wake up you must be dreaming

My shattered heart

Begins to come apart

Now I know I'm not dreaming

Now I'm alone

With you and your heart of stone

Will you please stop beating

Me down

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DyingRose
20:22 Oct 07 2011

I love it!!!! It's so good!

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I'm still chained to your side

In this darkness I run blind

Bring me back into the light

I know its worth the fight

But again I'm swallowed whole

The shadows enter my empty soul

And I'm still trapped inside

Searching for a light I can never find

A mask to hide a pretty face

She wears a dress with black lace

In her mind shes a wreck

She wears her heart around her neck

A life as dark as a black hole

Shes a beautiful person,but a lost soul



She pushes to keep a straight face

Ashes,Ashes is all she tastes

Lost inside her own dreamland

I ache to reach and take her hand

I know she doesn't know I'm here

Cause her face is covered in tears



She is lovely

Lovely in her shade of grey

Why does she

Always push me away?

Nobody knows

The pain she hides

Let the blood flow

Shes shattered inside

Day and Night

Ice and Fire

Shadows within Light

A disconnected wire

Two different sides

Of the same soul

One side broken,

While the other's whole



completly different

Yet exactlty the same

An electric current

That started the flame