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The thoughts of him are overwhelming

How is this only a friendship?

Each encounter, seemingly harmless; each encounter I crave more of.



You made my day a special day

Each dance lovely in its own right- each locking of fingers, twirl, spin and embrace

Light green gazing into dark green eyes with a warm smile shared between

You are my friend, but some how you're almost more.

Nothing is ever done and nothing ever said

It's all about the perception, the optics

We look, to others, like a perfect match

We talk, and there's a deep connection, could too many similarities be bad?



Each time we see each other, I feel so guilty.

Nothing is ever done and nothing is ever said

And yet, I feel so unfaithful to my true love.

I won't leave him for you, my friend



I don't even know if these feelings are true,

is it that I just get caught in the moment?

Do we get caught in the moment?

Again, nothing is ever done nor ever said to surpass this friendship



I can't shake this sensation, my chest is heavy, a pressure

thoughts of you consume my mind

I see your face: light green eyes, a big smile that lightly lines your face, plump tempting lips, and scruff on a chin that could do without

Such kind and gentle expressions that match the excitement in my eyes. I feel your hands on my face on my shoulders.

You take my right hand and pull me close as you spin me on the dance floor.



I don't know how to call off such a friendship.

For months we've been this way and in a few short months a year,

Nothing is ever done and nothing is ever said and that's the way it must stay

I am not prepared to handle what would and would not happened if something ever were.