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I woke up thinking of point of my life what good am I to this world I could think of nothing then I was thinking about how am I bad for this world And i though of of everything I'm bad for everything everyone ...,.

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Tristesse
08:00 Feb 24 2017

Awww.... No, you're not, sweetie. You are just being yourself. There's nothing too bad about that. *hugz*

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Smile don't show fear lol throw the first strike dip left side of your hip drop your ass drop slightly shoot up striking upward with a elbow cutting across the jawline eat the fall out punch drive your knee in his bladder he grip his guts stop his knee he fall as screams of sharp pain you can't hear them as you get over him then darkness you awake staring at his motionless body you bite your lip as you taste the iron fill you mouth you bow hate yourself again the people calling your name happily cheers you now you head waiting on you bloody money you pay your bills and drink yourself in to stooper you drink yourself sober now you hide hide you face more and more intell you feel safe from mirrors cuz you never see your self......

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Tristesse
08:33 Feb 21 2017

*hugz* I hope you feel better....

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S quiet, you hear that. It echoes. Is this to get louder this starts from a fly on a wall. To a cafeteria of people screaming in pain. I get out of my head the Inside, the walls quick fight it. keep your face straight, don't show pain you know its your fault sit back and wallow in the pain. That's right drink it away. Just like a baby on a bottle. Chug it and tell your mind goes quiet, tell your body goes limp. He'll never change, there is no hope for you, you will burn in hell. But that doesn't matter anymore, does it, you're still going to do it anyway. You're always in a fight and bust her head and hurt people cause that is your job.

Look, I'm not alcoholic, I know how to open the bottom very well. I would love tips here right now. it. Please come talk to me. Let me see about interesting conversation.

Hi, my name is jack, I was born in Lumberton, nor Colin, I am 22 years old. I am 7 foot 2. I love twisted. Which is one of my favorite bands. And I have problems with my CDs for personality or PTSD homicide over tenses I love fighting a lot in fact I made a career out of it out and about I have no family my father died when I was 10 years old, I stayed homeless until I was 18. to buy my own place I have issues with my ego. I can beat the world. I love all types of food. In fact, if you. Want to win my heart cook for me usually I don't come out during the day I stay inside till night time. I like to fight on the weekends at what we call the brawl station. And I have a love for all types of alcohol. I love smoking weed and chilling. I'm very slender, but im very strong, too. A way may be to 225. That muscle.

10 monster Bacardi black raw steak 2 uncooked egg yoks and 42 grams of grand daddy prep

I'm up yet again lost in my mind as screams fill my head hey people listen to this I love this song sucker for pain ☺☺ i love all music lol I'm been drinking since 2pm I really bored

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Tristesse
11:14 Feb 12 2017

You drink in the day time? Oh, boy. :/

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Blackhearteddemon
02:43 Feb 17 2017

Yeah

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Fuck why is everyone asks me about my family..... DON'T HAVE ONE I had a dad he die when I was 10 didn't have a home I don't have have school smarts I have money from fighting I been street fighting since I was 13 I did sell cocaine as my first call it golden dust I'm not a home kept lil child quite asking for my family I'm my own family I have a home that I bought I have money be in mind it's not much to a home but it's mind it's beatin up and abandoned like me but it has everything I love it's deep in the woods far away from people the animals out here are my friends I hate people but I can learn to love a person but I hate showing my face so don't ask I don't show it if I can help it I love conversation but I can't read well so it takes me a minute to reply I sorry just work with me

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Tristesse
10:42 Feb 10 2017

Well, don't worry. You have found a safe place with your mentorship, Ordo Salutis. I hope you visit us often! We will always be here for you. Especially, me. *hugz* I am not judgemental, but I tend to ask some strange questions. Not to worry, just feel free to let me know if I am asking too much, okay? Welcome to the Rave!



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I'm a 7 foot 2 22 year old with carmel skin muscle but slinder love all types of foods