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so a few of you may already know but i like to help people, knowing that they are happy makes me happy. I see the world in a different way to alot of other people and when i tell people the way i see the world they think i must be dellusional that i am hiding something very depressing but the truth is i have nothing depressing to hide i went through a depressing stage and a stage where i didn't feel happy or sad now i am happy. If people stopped to see what they have and really look closely at what they got they would see how lucky they actually are after all you get to witness the world and if you lived everyday like it was the last you'd find life isn't as bad as you may think it is. Yes there are bad times and bad things that happen but use them as a joke and a lesson in the end you have learnt something and you know not to do it again so in a way mistakes are a priviledge and mistakes can be laughed off remember good times because thats how you should be remembered as someone who knew that life was good and enjoyed life and someone loved by all because they were happy and lived life to its fullest. you want memories that are happy and joyful then make it that way. life only sucks because you let it suck if you thought of things a bit more positively you'd find that life isn't as bad as you believe it to be, you make life not the other way around and you control what you do not others. also if people seem to talk about you behind your back you need to remember that they have to be really low to do that and they are not worth the trouble of getting depressed over because thats what they want for you to cave in to fall into a deep depression they want a reaction from you but if you ignore them other people will see how low they are too and you have real friends that like you for who you are and except you because you do not pretend but you just act like you. You may think i'm crazy and maybe i am but take in what i have said and see if you then understand what i am saying, and remember i am always here to help when needed i won't judge you or discriminate you i will give you advice on how to handle it, it may not be the best advice but it can work sometimes and i'm always happy to help others