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When I was a child (I wanna say around eight or nine) I had a reoccurring dream, tho it always started out the same, the ending was always played out differently..

Whether I ended up sitting on the dock of a lake, or running in an open forest.. But one major factor that was always in it was this person or spirit .. it resembled a girl, teen, light skinned, never really showed its face for she always wore a black with red checkered hoodie..

I always ran into her no matter what I did, I found her watching me from a far at first, but as the dreams would play out, she would always find a way to come up to me or beside me..
I didn't know this person, and they bared no resemblance to anyone I ever knew at this time in my life..
So I would wake up and just ignore the dream, or at least the ones that I would remember..

But one particular dream happened one night that would change it all.. it would forever be etched inside my head.. (unfortunately it wasn't a wet dream so get your minds out the gutter lol)
I found myself walking through a cemetery that was behind a school when I heard my name being called out..
And there she was..

I knew this was odd but I walked up and finally had the guts to ask whom she was.. she gave me her name and told me she just wanted company..
And so we walked, and walked, and walked talking about life and just things that were deeper then any one kid should ever talk about..

Until we came to a path of white gravel where she grabbed me abruptly and told me this was as far as she goes..
She looked frightful with sadness in her eyes, I can still see her light blue eyes..

I asked her why.. why couldn't she just follow me..
And she told me it was forbidden..
Tho she could try.. it was not permitted..
And I cried for her..and as she gently wiped my tears I could feel the cold winter like fingers caress my cheek..

"Just one kiss.. is all I ask" she told me..
And without hesitation I did..
I felt life, yet I also felt something else.. something I can never explain or define.. like there was something else that was taken or claimed..and then she let go.. smiled and told me thank you.. and that she would always be with me..Forever..

I can still see it sometimes..
I can feel her touch if I focus or meditate..
But I never can remember her name..

I never understood the meaning, if indeed it had one, and I guess I never will..
I just wanted to post about it so maybe someone knew of such things..

I call her lady death because I swear when we kissed I saw her face change, like a flash of a skull.. and it just stayed with me.