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it's terribly to have a kid thats an adult that just wont grow up and act his age. He doesn't live at home anymore cause he goes from state to state chasing girls on line. I just found out not to long ago that he tells lies to theese girls and their parents about me and my husband. but yet evrytime he needs something he sure does know my number. why and how can ur own child do this kind of stuff to his own mother and I do everything I can for him. I know that now I have to stop helping him and let him do things for his self.and not let him use me and treat me like garbage then. Just hard to believe that ur own child can do this to u.

well it was a really long week for me last week. glad it's over but now i have to lokk foward to even a longer week. I drive an hour a few times a week to get to me moms because she made me her power of attorney and it is a lot of work. she has lots of dr. appts cause she had three strokes in less then a monthe last year and than a few months later had another one. olso hato have an anyerism coiled in her brain and has another small one up there plus one in her stomach. my oldest brother lives with her and i feel that every week he reminds me that she made me her p.o.a. and i'm her second youngest. so it sounds like he's always mad at me and it was not my choice it was my moms, i just didnt have the heart to say no to her when she asked me. she is 2 years behind on her property taxes and where she lives if one year is not paid by june this year the township will take her house. well i just found out i'm on my own trying to save it for her because any money my brother gets he is keeping it because he dont work many hours. well i dont work at all. its my husbands money that pays to get my mom to all her appt. and pays for all her copays for her meds. i just get fustrated sometimes cause everything lays on my shoulders and i thing what if i cant save her house. i will keep trying with all my might and put everything i have into it. i have even cancelled two of my dr appt because i need to get stuff done for my mom. and i wont give up even know i have had two hours sleep a night for over two years now and i dont have time right now to go back to my sleep dr. just a little entry because i really dont have no one to talk to when i get stressed or things like this bother me. i do love my mom very much and would do anythind for her and i know that i have proven that already. she has more than one child but it is all on my shoulders, and i guess in some familys thats just how it works. i know for a fact life is not always far but you do what u can and the saying goes treat people how you want to be treated back. so if something ever happens to me i hope there is someone out there who will take care of me and not stick me in a home, because my mom will never go to a home as long as i have say so.