A few thoughts on my friend...20:26 Sep 17 2012
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This is one of the few times I will write here as I barely ever get on this profile, however it needs to be said. As I sit here, I still cry remembering my dear friend. She was everything to me. A friend, a confidant, a person I could trust beyond normal measures. She was someone who could hear my problems and ALWAYS make me feel better. I no longer have that. Today, as I think about her, I think about all the things I have missed out on. BlackEmberEyes(aka Jessica) was taken to be with God on April 11, 2009. I have since noticed that part of my soul was taken with her. My Jess was the only friend I had that I could talk to about God, and also about yaoi. The only person I had talked to about boys, including the one on here who broke her heart. I wish I had gotten to meet even one who could have held her heart. She deserved that. God took her far too early. She never got to graduate, get into a serious relationship, go to college, get married... none of that. It goes to remind us that God can take people far far too soon. I hope that people tell people how much they mean to them, because this is all stuff that I never got to tell Jess. I never told her how great of a friend she was to me, or how much I loved her. She was a special friend to me that can never be replaced. She is with God now, but until the day that I am too, I will always feel like I missed out. And that thought depresses me every day. Especially as I get close to days like her birthday on September 30th, in which I remember how I failed to be at her birthday parties, and other events I missed in her life, or her death day on April 11th in which I remember how short life can be, and how little we actually say to those we love. Please remember to tell the people you care about just how much you do. It will mean more to you than anything after they are gone.
Dracia
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DaughterofDragons
20:39 Sep 17 2012
And I will always love you hun!
In the days, dark and gray
I sit there and always pray
Praying God hears my call
Praying that he cares at all.
Everyday I still do picture
every smile, frown, all her
Her love and hugs so tight
Friends in the day and night.
My friend now and forever Jessica