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In the last 2 months my life has be so blah i dont know whether im coming or going living or going to die.. My heart has been a complete mess ive meet some interesting people and ive given my heart to a certain person but dont know how she feels about me. I havent felt this way in a long time and dont know how to handle it do i wait patiently or just give up. If anyone reads this please help me with my dillema cause im so confused...People on vr are very flirtatious and sometimes you cant tell whether or not they mean what say or just say what they think you want to hear to mak you happy.