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I have homework up the ass!!! like far up there! I must to off. But I do love you readers. Some thing funn will have to happen tomorrow. but songs i love that might be loved by you...





The Postal Service -- Brand New Colony

The Postal Service -- Against All Odds

Vampire Weekend -- A-Punk







i love those 3 right now!! more later!!



LoveAndHandleWithCare,,





AmberLynn;;

I wrote one nonight to let everything out. hats about it. Thats all i have to say.



If you want to read it it is the shoot me for you have won. by AmberLynn;; [[thats me lol]]









thank you for reading reader!!



goodnight









LoveAndHanldeWithCare,,



AmberLynn;;

My brother Josh [[second oldest]] His girl freind Krystal [[Meth]] AlexZander [[LittlestBrother]] and I played Family guy dvd blast all night!! Well for and hour and a half but all night is so close to that!! It was funn. Josh made Pizza and I was on his team. we just sat there and laughed and had so much funn. My uncle like always has my brother do stuff so I was sad when he went down stairs because I thought he wasn't going to come back up and I was going to cry. But then when he came up he had Pizza. When I say come up I mean the stairs because we have an up stairs. We have 3 levels. josh meth and I share the top while my mother and Alex share the middle or ground level. My uncle has the basement. So I was happy to see that my brother didn't ditch me. he wanted to play. he wanted to hang out. I wanna cry knowing that I got to spen the day with 3 of the most important people to me! i love that. Well not alot today. i have homework and still have to sleep. I won't be getting alot today. But just one fast thing... I feel down my first set of stairs because there is 2 sets and i feel down the first that has 7 steps. Then about 5 minutes later I didn't fall... no I crashed onto ice. My preson next door thinks that melting snow with water is super smart... HEYY DUMB ASS.... IT MAKES ICE!! I wanted to scream in pain but my mom wanted me to go to school so i did. I did want to let her down. I called later in the day and no one answered but I am a little better. My leg still hurts because that is the only thing mother nature let me brace myself with. and I did the slipts... it wasn't a happy thing. no I had a single tear come down my eye! art but yet.... not so much as pretty art. PAINFUL ART!!





Well I must say adue and goodnight reader!



LoveAndHandleWithCare,,







AmberLynn;;

Here on earth we never think we would find our best friend the closest thing o a soul mate but here I am with my best friend as a soul mate and I feel like crying! She was crying over a boy and at that moment i wanted to cry every tear for her. Now she is fine because I made the right jokes and made a laugh rise up from all those tears. She crys on me all the time and is all I do is let her. i cry on her not so much. I'm a suffer in silince kindda preson. music is the one that makes me better. But she isn't that easy.I can't put on her music. i can't cry her tears and I can't find her future hubby. If I could it would be done. We fought once like really bad and at that point I had 3 possibilties. 1) Cut until I can't see [[death]] 2) Over dose so that I cann die the way I have always wanted to [[sleeping]] 3)Keep on living unil a bus hits me. See without her I can't breath. I really don't know what I could do without her. i know that I did things before but after is so much more different. i don't want the old me back. I like the new happy Amber that loves the part of life that is her. I can't breathe without air and she is my own presonal supply. She is what makes my world spin on it's axis. I'm so happy to have her and I have to get to bed. I lovely said so. it has been a long day and I hope that everyone can have a beter one.... but remember me deatest reader...





Today is today and tomorrow a new. Today shall end and with todays end.... Comes tomorrows new beging!







Words to live by!



LoveAndHandleWithCare,,







AmberLynn;;

well today was sunday and I had to clean my front room. I love to clean the front room because It looks very pretty after I'm done. I'm going to put ny family info in here. I feel the need to type about something having to do with us!!



My Mother!! :: She has so Beautiful. If you look at my pitures I look just like her. She is my world and would give her my back if I could. you see she has a bad back so... I would give her mine. She trys really hard to pay attion to me but she can't always do it. i don't blame her. We all have our own problems and I know she loves me. It's my mother for MotherNature sakes. She is so understanding and cares for her childeren a lot. I bring her up=to=date with my favortie songs. we both like the new panic! at the disco cd. She likes the slower stuff by them. She said that without her kids she would be musicly inclinded!



My Oldest Sister!! :: Me and my sister have had so many fights and I hate yous. We throw stuff and I wish I could take back any mean thing I've ever said to her. She is and always will be my Bestest friend in the world. I try to be like her because everyone loves her. But I found out from her that I'm loved even not being her. I go to her for everything. I would cut off every limb I have if it means that she can live forever. I would let someone tie me the back of a car and drive down a glass road if it means that she will be the happiest preson on earth. If me not having eyes and ears and limbs and a life would make her life better... Then so be it. I get all my habits from her. My writing and singing and dancing and everything. I'd die for her. I'd make her shoot me in the head if it ment she would live. She means to much to me for me to lose her to. I don't even want her to die!



My Oldest Brother!! :: He is in the army and I don't know him to much but I do know one thing. The day he stops loving me and the day I stop loving him is the day that our hearts won't beat again. I love him and will forever! He is my hero and my brother. I would kill for him.



My Second Oldest Sister!! :: I have just met her for the first time a month ago and it was the best day of my life. I look like her in the eyes and we talk alike. He look pretty and I just love her. Meting her was amazing because now I feel compelete. I feel whole again. She is what I dided to finish my life. I love the she wanted to met me. I miss her because she went home. She lives in a different state but I want her to come down for my birthday. It would be the best preasent ever.



My Second Oldest Brother!! :: Thats to much to even talk about. You see He is my older twin. I love him and thats all i can say. I love him to much. I'd die, kill, starve for him. If I were to be Ying... He would For sure be Yang!



My Youngest Brother!! :: He looks and acts like me. Scary huh? I'm crazy and having him by me makes me even crazier. He is the one that I would give my all to make happy. Wait until he starts dating. I'll make sure each one of his girlsfriends think I'm a bitch and the one who asks if I'm mad at them in a nice sweet polite way will be my favorite. Iwill smack a bitch if she thinks mean mugging me will get her into my family. [[My family because no one gets into the family if I don't like them]] He matters to much to me. I want him to have the best life because he devres it. He doesn't have a dad and I'm so mean to him. I want him to be the happiest boy and never cry again and always have the best luck!! I want him to get married and have kids and have bunches of money and die knowing that his life can't be any better! I want him to have more friends then tom on myspace. Only I want all his friends to be real. i want him to become the most famuos preson ever and after all that... I want him to come back and look at me and tell me that all my wishing and hoping and dreaming came true. That he is happy and that he doesn't regreat a thing and that he just... is soo happy that nothing can make him happier then a hug from me. I don't want him to hate me because I am a mena preson but forgive me because I can't help it. i want him to be so happy that I can look at him and forget how unhappy I will be. He is in pride and joy and anyone trying to mess up his life will die because I won't have any fo that!! Don't mess with a mama bears cub knowing that touching him will kill you!! Because he is my cub... cub brother and I love him so much that I kill someone... anyone trying to hurt him. I love him too much.



look and me going off on a rant. And crying and all! Silly Amber. Well thats about it. Thats my family. at least my brothers and sisters. i will write about my uncle later becaus eI don't think I can take much more tears. Goodnight readers.







LoveAndHandleWithCare,,





AmberLynn;;