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The Path that I once tread

Is now all but gone

Only ember now smolder

Where brigdes once burned

I feel alive and though I feel

What may happen now

I know I cant return

I hear me say again

Oh, let me not return

Damn the illusion of redemption

And the hopes that held me here

A reposal that would befall me

Will this rage inside me

Define what I will become

The solitude and anger

That di battle inside me

Will always guide me to the answers

That I know I may not see

They are the bongs that hold me tighter

They are the chains that weigh on me

And I know once day they will be gone

Can I start again

Erase this pain

I cast my doubts into the waters

Asking judgment of the sea

No fortune to survive the falls

I only wish that I where fee

And then Im gone

It's colder than before

The seasons took all they had come for

Now winter dances here

It seems so fitting don't you think?

Dress the ground in white

And grey



It's so quiet I can hear

My thoughts touching every second I spent

Waiting for you

Circumstances affords me

No second chance

To tell you

How much I've missed you



My beloved do you know

When the warm wind comes again

Another year will start to pass

And please don't ask me why I'm here

Something deeper brought me

That I need to remember



We were once young and blessed with wings

No heights could keeps us from their reach

No sacred place we did not soar

Still greater things burned within us

I don't regret the choices that I've made

I know you feel the same



My beloved do you know

How many times I stared at clouds

Thinking that I saw you there

These are feelings that do not pass so easily

I can't forget what we claimed was ours



Moments lost though time remains

I am so proud of what we were

No pain remains

No feeling

Eternity awaits

Grant me wings that I might fly

My restless soul is longing

No pain remains

No feeling

Eternity awaits



Moments lost though time remains

I am so proud of what we were

No pain remains

No feeling

Eternity awaits

Grant me wings that I might fly

My restless soul is longing

No pain remains

No feeling



Eternity awaits

Helena, don't walk away

Before you give me back my heart

If it were mine, it would be yours to take

I'm sorry I let down my guard, oh Helena



You looked so sweet

I should have seen

While I was playing for fun

You were playing for keeps



You win, I lose, is there some way

You can leave me in your debt

So my girl and I can live to die another day

On that day I won't forget you, Helena



You look so sweet waiting for me

While I wait for her to give me any reason to leave

Don't waste your pretty sympathy

She's gonna be just fine



And Helena, so will we

So will everything in time, mmm



Helena, don't walk away

Did you hear one word I said

Oh well, I never really liked her anyway

And I forgot her, I'll forget you, Helena



You're not that sweet

And neither is she

Go ahead and tell her anything



You walk, Helena

Cause guys like me never sleep alone at night

I don't need your sympathy

Cause I'll always be just fine



Yeah, I'll always be just fine

Yeah, I'll always be just fine

La la la, la la la, la la la

My lifes drying up, like water in the sand,

Tears fall, without being wiped off by your hand.

Without meaning, without you, life I cant abid,

Im darling love, my place is by your side.

The futures not perfect, and why should it be

But there is no future unless you tell me why

you are scarded of me.



No words no light no life no love

None of these means no magick no life nor soul no cares. But why this isnt like you, to run and not to express. Who are you, did you change, or did I?