As the tears roll down my face,
I finally realize I'm out of place,
Needing love is not the case,
I shall not win in this race,
You smashed my hope,
How can I cope,
Go ahead and smoke you dope,
Around my neck, I tie the rope,
I cut too deep,
And now I weep,
How many secrets can I keep,
My heart has been reaped,
So I set a new pace,
Leaving this world with out a trace,
How many tears shall I taste,
Closing my eyes and falling form grace.
Darkness simmering in my mind,
Frying out all the light it can,
Oh how I love to dream of vampires,
Killing the race of man,
I like this darkness,
It makes me feel so real,
Sin may embrace me,
But I enjoy how it feels,
Darkness is my friend,
And oh how we love to play,
I'm a Vampire, Im a Witch,
So what can I say.
Darkness is all around me,
A smile creeps apon my face,
I jump off the roof,
I land with perfect grace,
Walking around the allys,
Soaking up the night,
But I feel somethings rong,
I feel somethings not right,
I walk a little more,
Then come to a sudden stop,
Something has been following me,
Apon the dark roof tops,
I turn to stand my ground,
I know some one's there,
I realize who he is,
He gave me quite a scare,
I meet him in the shadows,
And kiss his soft lips,
His eyes seem almost mezmerized,
By the sway of my dark hips,
I love the way he looks at me,
As if he's breathing me in,
He fill's my dark mind,
With his passion for sin,
He looks at the sky,
The night is almost done,
I'll meet him tomarrow night,
For a little more fun.
You walk down the ally,
Trying not to make a sound,
Apart from your harsh breathing,
And feet hitting the ground,
I smell your fear,
I lick my lips,
My mouth catches fire,
From the sway of your hips,
your beauty astounds me,
As I realize who you are,
I remember the past,
But now your too far,
I race to catch up,
I call out your name,
How long has it been,
Are you still the same,
I remember your pain,
I remember your oath,
I remember how the darkness,
Use to cradle us both,
I remember the blood,
I remember the fear,
I remember the love,
I remember the tears,
So now I sit all alone,
On this dark cold street,
Waiting for some one else,
I could hopefuly eat.
My body ach's,
I'm tired and weak,
Life is pointless,
Freedom is what I seek,
The colors are fading,
The world is bleak,
My heart is cold,
My mind is gray,
Being alone,
Just for another day,
Fuck the world,
I don't care what they say,
Because I breath,
It leaves me no hope,
Around my neck,
I tie the rope,
I cut a little more,
Blood is how I cope.
I never can live,
For I don't belong,
So now I sit in the darkness,
And sing suicides song,
Wishing away memories,
That still painfully play in my mind,
Pain I will always feel,
Happiness I will never find,
Living day to day,
Watching myself die,
Waking up in the mourning,
Wishing my life was a lie,
What to do now,
When I'm always proven wrong,
For now I'm in the light,
Somewhere I don't belong
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