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my first real relationship that i've ever felt complete and that he expected nothing out of me well he was my dark prince and we fell in love (or so he said he did) i as deeply in love and everything was great until one morning i find out that my aunt had just killed herself.. and i completely broke down. i was like a ghost for two days. my dark prince had'nt th faintest idea that i was even on the same campus as him. we had a talk and decided we needed to take a break until i could get over it. so once i could bear to talk to anyone or even look at him without wanting to cry.. i told him i was ready to be with him once more, to be reunited with my dark prince.... i called him and he wasnt there(no answering machine) so i e-mailed him.. and he simply replied that he liked me as a person but he wasnt in love with me. i poured my heart and soul out to him, he the closest i have ever let anyone get to my feelings... and in the end it was just to have the life sucked out of me. i feel so empty... it hurts..







and im sorry if you dont like this entry.. and if you dont i really do care you should be privlidged to even see the tinyest inner workings of my mind..

if you dont like this either well you can have to finger >.