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Being a slave affects all aspects of this one’s life. To begin with, it changes how she thinks. Every day when she wakes up, she wonders when she will get to talk to her Master. When she gets to school, she wonders what He is doing and if perhaps He is thinking of her. When she wants to do things, she always thinks about what Master will say if she did them. Also she is always worried about whether she is pleasing Him or not. she especially centers her sexual desires around Him. Since Master told her she may not use her vibrator, she has yearned for release more and more. she will not use her vibrator though because Master specifically forbade its use unless He permits it. This is hard for her but she abides by this rule because she knows she will be punished if she disobeys. she is careful not to break any rules or displease Him because she is afraid of what her punishment might be. she has not yet been punished by Master and since she hasn’t she is very nervous about what it could be. Another slave told her that the nicest and kindest Masters give the harshest punishments. This scares a girl since Master is so gentle, sweet and kind to her. The way a girl speaks to Master has flowed over into other parts of her life as well. she seems to find herself speaking in third person instead of vanilla around her family and friends. They always ask her why she is talking this way and she says she just is. This peeves her a little because she wishes to tell them of her lifestyle choice and about Master but she knows they will not understand. she gets so happy thinking of Master and since she knows they would scold her and bring her down about it, she chooses to keep this secret from them. A girl has become more vulnerable since she became a slave and since Master began to own her. she is vulnerable because she knows she cannot lie to Master. When He asks her a question, whether it be a simple question to a more personal, in depth question, she must answer truthfully. Master always asks personal questions of girl that involves hard subjects to talk about and those that arose deep emotions inside of this slave. This gives Master much more insight into this one than many of her close friends have. This scares since Master has that much more control of her now and can start to see who she really is. It also gives Master knowledge on things that shaia wants and needs. Because of this she becomes content and relieved. she is this way because she knows Master will take care of her and provide for her. This life as a slave is very humbling for this girl. she gives up all aspects of her life, which is hard. Giving up these things to Master gives Him control over everything she does. He could have her do anything He wishes, anything He pleases.