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Anticipation grows

Knowing the day is fast approaching

When she will see you

For the first time



Excitement fills her

Thinking of your touch

Your body against hers



Nervous feelings flow

Not knowing what to expect

Or how

Things will go



Wonder floods her mind

Of how you will react

When you look into her eyes



Desperation overpowers her

she only wants to please you

Wishing she will be perfect

And give you everything you need and want



That day is not yet here

Though she counts down the days

And so she waits

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beautifulmistake
10:02 Mar 19 2009

sounds exciting.................I hope the day is everything you want it to be **hugs**

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She cries alone

Ripped apart by a world that isn’t her own

She tries to make it work

To fit in and be one of them

But no matter how hard she tries, she just can’t

She’s angry and hurt

Her life continues to fall apart

Everything she does just seems to lead to disaster and heartache

Why can’t thinks go back to the way they were

When her best friend was still her best friend

And her first love was still hers

That was a time she was truly happy

Her life would have been fine if it all ended there

But it didn’t

It continues and things just get worse

What will she do when her life is like this

So broken and fragile

One more thing could easily bring her to her knees

People tell her that things always get worse before they get better

But what if they don’t get better for her

It seems that she’s going downhill

And she can’t see the end



A little voice tells her



Surrender to your pain

Let it be your end

Make it your final séance

Have it be your last request



Surrender to your hurt

All that makes you feel alone

See to it that you get the final word

And everyone sees you go



Surrender to your scars

Those that made you empty

That let you drift away

Until there was nothing left inside



Surrender to your shame

Let it eat you alive

Make it be what brings you to your knees

Have it fill your cursing thoughts



Surrender to your torture

That which molests you every day

See it it tear apart all that makes you who you are

Watch it disintegrate your soul



Because

At the heart of life is a void

Without purpose or meaning



There is no God

There is no love



All is emptiness

And loneliness



Since time began

You have been abandoned



And so as she took her final

Unseemly breath

The following thoughts were her last



I do not know

What will come upon this day

As of later

But I am sure

It will be as putrid and hate-filled

As the vile state

Of imaginary was

That came upon me with angst

And made blood

From my broken heart

Mix with tears that befell

From my hurt-filled eyes and

Rest upon the cold

Heartless earth

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cadrewolf
22:52 Mar 05 2009

Words of passion.

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