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Murderer(My Savior)
08:45 Jul 27 2010
Times Read: 550
Stab this rusty blade deep inside
Please make sure it reaches my heart
Missing it would be a waste
Don't stop stabbing until I'm dead.
Feel the blood splash on your face?
Its warm and sticky
Nothing more to you than another
life you've stolen.
The world is going black
I am grateful to just go
You think this is another murder
But I've wanted this for so long
You've done me a favor.
The last few breaths escape my lungs
It feels good to me.
My lips form a smile at my last breath
You eyes turn to horror
Am I crazier than you?
Too bad you'll never get the answer.
Too bad you'll pay for this
brutal assisted suicide
You were an angel of death
An angel of mercy.
They will see you as a monster
And nothing more
You will burn for what you've done for me
Now we will see who will pay for what was done.
Martyr
Murderer
My savior.
Awakening
08:34 Jul 27 2010
Times Read: 553
Souless eyes cut my heart
Like a jagged shard of glass
Red sticky metallic blood pools the floor.
The end draws near
Each breath draws in sharper
And more shallow than the next
My life flashes like a movie before my eyes
All I see is your face
All I feel is your angry gaze
My life has amounted to nothing
And it is all because of you
My lover, my enemy, my best friend.
Darling how I wish I could return the favor
And end your life as you ended mine.
My time of awakening has arrived
You were a mistake; a horrible dream
Walking Alone
09:26 Jul 17 2010
Times Read: 572
Another falling star
One more spot of black in an already darkened sky
The pale moon sheds a dim light
Down on this dark lonely soul
Walking through the ages feeling
Nothing but pain and agony
A life of loneliness and regret
This should be time for self-reflection
Not a time for bloodstained hands
and fat swollen lips.
There is nothing for me to do now
Except to inflict more wounds on myself.
And lap up the blood pouring from these frail arms.
And to wipe the dirt from my cheeks.
To walk down this road
Lonely and cold for all time.
Locked in time and space.
Forever.
Abysmal Thoughts
09:19 Jul 17 2010
Times Read: 574
Shallow minded
Thoughtless intentions
Blackened eyes
Silver tongues
Blighted emotions
Callused hearts
Broken promises
Shattered dreams
Echoed dreams
Haunted memories.
Suicide Syringe20:42 Jul 11 2010
Times Read: 582
Take this syringe
Fill it full
Tap out the bubbles
Push it directly into the vein
Do you feel it now?
The suicide pouring in
Has it reached your pathetic blackened
Heart?
The poison courses through you now
You are spiraling out of control
This time there is no one there
To bring you safely back from Hell
You are alone now
You feel your body trembling
You feel it start to violently shake
You sweat and slip from conciousness
This isn't something you can fake.
Isn't this what you wanted?
There's no going back on it now
You've made your choice
You may wake from this tomorrow
Or you may have damned yourself
Living this nightmare forever.
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COMMENTS
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sippa
15:54 Feb 16 2011
aaahhhhh, sweet release