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With every coming day, it only gets worse....

the pools behind my coffee eyes flood daily...

any smile: pasted & fake

my heart feels dead

my breathing hard..

every coming day...

my sky is gray instead of blue

my grass is brown instead of green

the sun is cold and dying

and every memory makes me weep...

everything is fading,

just like joy care and love,

with pain conquering over

there's no more point to this thing called "life".

I trust no one with my words...

every feeling is hidden deep.

Every day I live is secluded,

I'm on my own, its just me.

There's no one here to bring a smile,

just people to watch tears drop to my feet.

Why can't it end,

why must we feel?

If only things could change...

I'd rather be forever numb or dead, than ever feel such pain or confusion again...