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This is the end

our last good bye

and to you I send

every tear I cry...



Today was suppose to be the best, and instead its the worse.... I finally drive somewhere, and had a wonderful day with my best friend.... and I get home to find a friendship officially ended.

One day I expected to be wonderful went astray, and since then my friend hasn't even glanced my way...



Every apology I speak or send, he listens or reads but ignores all the same... He was my best friend. He said he'd always be here for me, always.... I was once his best friend too, and we always would be...



well, I'm still here, but where is he? Every day I see him... but its not who I use to know. Its an almost empty shell, falling into peer pressure, probably soon will be doing drugs and alchohol again... he'll probably let his grades fall soon, and I can't be there to help him... he'll fail, probably not have summer school...



and he'll cease to exist as I know it... he'll start to take huge risks again- and hurt himself even more than he has in the past...











and through all this, I will still be waiting here... hoping he'll come back some day, and hoping he'll be alright...



hoping my best friend really did use to care, and didn't only tell lies... we were proof that a girl and a guy can truly just be best friends, and proof that you can become best friends in such a short time...



but once again:

Here I am... but where is he?