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Break Down Depression





I can't help you if you're not by my side.

You say that you're depressed and a mess, but how do I know when you are

hundreds of miles away from me.

I shall forevermore spill out my love through my songs, and poetry, but

never face to face.

We are never to meet.

Not til my college years when I'm in the studio.

Rehearsing my love that no one understands.

Even you don't.



But, I must confess that without you I'm also depressed and a mess.

And I shall never show any one, not even you.

Although you mean everything to me, I don't trust you that much.

Not enough to let you see me break down over you.

Not enough to let you see me breaking down over me.

Just breaking down over everything.

Not being near you.

Not being able to be everything for you.

I wonder if I could ever be what you want me to be.

Everything you've ever wanted for me.

We lose time since we can only talk online.

But, that's the only way it could be.

We live in seperate countries.

Yet we act like we lilve next door.

i'm finally a Shadow!!!! go me!!!! i've been trying all night! and god i hurt from sitting here! *throws a party* yayz!