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Spain was amaze. I had such a brilliant time, and apparently the train driver guy followed me with his eeeeeyyyyyyeeeeessss. My best friend is so overdramatic :)

Is the most amazing person ever, just so you know... she just doesn't know it.

"Forever and ever my darling." Why does this one simple line sound so amazing when she sings it? Because she is amazing. The end.

I love him... I say this a lot, but I do. I love him.

I love everything about him. The way he speaks, the words he uses, the things he tells me, his kind heart, his eyes, his body, the way he smiles, the way he stands when he's smoking, the way he cheers me when I'm down, the way he makes me smile just by speaking, every single part of him. I love every single part of him with everything I am.

He swallowed my heart, so I put my fingers down his throat and made him give it back. Call me a feminist if you like but I was just taking what was mine. I don’t hate men, I don’t even hate that man but I do get little chill when I see him. I loved, I lost, I waited around and then he captured me. We had a drink, we played chess, we danced and then he kissed me. That’s when it happened. He laid me down, kissed my neck, held my hand, ate my heart and I didn’t stop him. I walked around for days and days with nothing inside me, I didn’t feel empty, just a strange sense of freedom. It felt… good.



I didn’t think too much about what he’d do once he had my heart, because I was in love and everything was so wonderful but when I saw him with you I just didn’t know what to do. My heart shattered and pierced little holes in his stomach as all my make up came off my face and created a beautiful mess. He didn’t look back, he couldn’t because his eyes were glued to his next victim, that’s you by the way.



I don’t even mind to be honest, I don’t have to be jealous of you. You’re not exactly a beauty queen, you’re pushing fifty, your roots need re-doing and besides, he wanted me first and if we’re honest, he’ll come back to me when he’s bored of you. Yeah, he’ll come back, but for now, I’ll have my heart back.

Notes: Something I wrote for my best friend Natalie.



I don’t even know why I’m writing this but I just feel it had to be said because lately I haven’t said things like this enough and I suppose I’m worried you’ll think it’s not true anymore. You’re so amazing. You really are one of the most amazing people I have ever met in my life and if I hadn’t met you I know I’d be a very different person.



Every day I wake up and see that familiar light next to my head, my phone buzzes and I sit up with a smile on my face. It’s just a small message to say good morning but it has got me up every morning and helped me to start my day in a positive way rather than the moany, negative manner to which I’d become used to.



It’s not just that little message that makes you the perfect friend. It’s every single thing you do. The way you understand every part of me never fails to fascinate me, the way you never tire of my mischievious behaviour amazes me, your patience, sweetness and selflessness is truly beautiful and right now as I write this has brought me to tears.



I promise I’ll never let you down. I know that’s a pretty big promise to make for such a small person, but I don’t care. I will walk every step of the way with you when others have ditched us to take a bus, I will protect you when others have run for cover against whatever you fear, I will stay up to wake you when you’re dreams get scary at night when everyone else goes to sleep, and I promise I won’t get all emotional like this on a regular basis.