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5 entries this month

 

Behind The Mask

02:17 Oct 28 2015
Times Read: 363


You see my face everyday and everywhere

You know my smile, my eyes, and my hair

I'm what you need me to be and never Myself

I'm the one who puts there own existence on a shelf

I drop everything, at my own expense, to satisfy your desire

I will give myself to them and be your escape at the burning pyre

I'm a ghost of the truth and I know my task

I'm a faceless soul Behind The Mask


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pathodelilah
pathodelilah
00:48 Nov 02 2015

Would love to see you expand on this one.





Bamavamp
Bamavamp
02:26 Nov 02 2015

I plan on it





 

Love Unknown

02:05 Oct 28 2015
Times Read: 366


I feel your energy reach for me

The love I never see

Your spirit caresses me face

A precious memory from an unknown place

I cry out in the night from the pain

Of a thousand feelings I can't explain

An unborn infatuation that feels grown

Tortured by this love unknown


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ForsakenDreamer
ForsakenDreamer
21:19 Oct 28 2015

I really like this one...





Bamavamp
Bamavamp
06:12 Oct 29 2015

Thank you





 

I Rise From The Ashes

08:07 Oct 21 2015
Times Read: 392


I rise from the ashes

Of gloom and despair

I search for connections

But nobody is there

I chew through remains

Ages deceased and withered

Leaving marrow stains

Through slimy entrails I slither

My heart twisted black

And torn to tattered threads

I rise from the ashes

As I resurrect the dead



I rule the twisted necropolis

City of corpses an undead metropolis

I summon ravens to pluck out your eyes

The visions of death seen from blood stained skies





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Letters I'll Never Send

08:04 Oct 21 2015
Times Read: 393


I'm lying in a cold dark place

I feel the touch of death upon my face

I feel the life pouring from my incision

This my last painful decision

I hope you can all forgive this choice

Though I scream not even the dead hear my voice



I feel the pain consume my heart

I know this blade understands its part

It is time to bring this wasted life to an end

Crying as I write the Letters I'll Never Send



To all my friends who helped me stand

Thank you for the extra hand

To the family shedding tears

You were truly never here

To the enemies who wished me death

I grant your wish in my last breath



I feel the pain consume my heart

I know this blade understands its part

It is time to bring this wasted life to an end

Crying as I write the Letters I'll Never Send



I've broken down a million days

I've shattered a million ways

I've given all I have to you

But look at the hell you put me through

I'm tired of choking down the pain I hold inside

I wonder if you will hate me once I've died



I feel the pain consume my heart

I know this blade understands its part

It is time to bring this wasted life to an end

Crying as I write the Letters I'll Never Send x2


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Ghost of Myself

08:00 Oct 21 2015
Times Read: 395


I awaken dazed from my sin

Another sober Sunday yet to begin

I cry the crimson tears of regret

The venomous words I wish you could forget

I rip the blade from the depths of my spine

The pain of heartache and self inflicted wounds combine



I surrendered love

Put my heart on a shelf

Gave my soul to the dark

Now I'm a just ghost of myself



I close my eyes but I can't sleep

The sorrow I've sown I finally reap

I heart pounds like the drums of the dead

As your words play symphonies in my head

I carry my chains pray for release

Losing my mind to my inner beast



I surrendered love

Put my heart on a shelf

Gave my soul to the dark

Now I'm a just ghost of myself


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