You see my face everyday and everywhere
You know my smile, my eyes, and my hair
I'm what you need me to be and never Myself
I'm the one who puts there own existence on a shelf
I drop everything, at my own expense, to satisfy your desire
I will give myself to them and be your escape at the burning pyre
I'm a ghost of the truth and I know my task
I'm a faceless soul Behind The Mask
I feel your energy reach for me
The love I never see
Your spirit caresses me face
A precious memory from an unknown place
I cry out in the night from the pain
Of a thousand feelings I can't explain
An unborn infatuation that feels grown
Tortured by this love unknown
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I rise from the ashes
Of gloom and despair
I search for connections
But nobody is there
I chew through remains
Ages deceased and withered
Leaving marrow stains
Through slimy entrails I slither
My heart twisted black
And torn to tattered threads
I rise from the ashes
As I resurrect the dead
I rule the twisted necropolis
City of corpses an undead metropolis
I summon ravens to pluck out your eyes
The visions of death seen from blood stained skies
I'm lying in a cold dark place
I feel the touch of death upon my face
I feel the life pouring from my incision
This my last painful decision
I hope you can all forgive this choice
Though I scream not even the dead hear my voice
I feel the pain consume my heart
I know this blade understands its part
It is time to bring this wasted life to an end
Crying as I write the Letters I'll Never Send
To all my friends who helped me stand
Thank you for the extra hand
To the family shedding tears
You were truly never here
To the enemies who wished me death
I grant your wish in my last breath
I feel the pain consume my heart
I know this blade understands its part
It is time to bring this wasted life to an end
Crying as I write the Letters I'll Never Send
I've broken down a million days
I've shattered a million ways
I've given all I have to you
But look at the hell you put me through
I'm tired of choking down the pain I hold inside
I wonder if you will hate me once I've died
I feel the pain consume my heart
I know this blade understands its part
It is time to bring this wasted life to an end
Crying as I write the Letters I'll Never Send x2
I awaken dazed from my sin
Another sober Sunday yet to begin
I cry the crimson tears of regret
The venomous words I wish you could forget
I rip the blade from the depths of my spine
The pain of heartache and self inflicted wounds combine
I surrendered love
Put my heart on a shelf
Gave my soul to the dark
Now I'm a just ghost of myself
I close my eyes but I can't sleep
The sorrow I've sown I finally reap
I heart pounds like the drums of the dead
As your words play symphonies in my head
I carry my chains pray for release
Losing my mind to my inner beast
I surrendered love
Put my heart on a shelf
Gave my soul to the dark
Now I'm a just ghost of myself
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pathodelilah
00:48 Nov 02 2015
Would love to see you expand on this one.
Bamavamp
02:26 Nov 02 2015
I plan on it