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Have you ever felt like you were alone in the world with no purpose. I feel that way sometimes. I not sure if it right, but then again I dont care. Im not a real religious person. I belive in God, a heaven and hell, and that whenI die if I am not forgiven I will go to hell. I feel sometimes like I give to much up or I help my friends out more than they help me. Im there for them to lean on or give good advice. But when its my turn I get a, Oh I cant help you or critisium. Dont get me wrong, I take critisium well and not to close to the heart but, I feel like my friends arent there. I cant talk to my parent cause, well they are parents and I dont have an older sibling..... Well I guess thats all I really needed to say. I mean for me just to get it off my chest. Well, I will write more later. BYe.

OMG! Today Jeff's family or (Ritenourgoth) came over to my house for a B-B-Q. It was so much fun. I love the fact that are parents get along togther. Gosh, Im really glad because we

(Jeff and I) have been talking about whats gonna happen after my last two years of high school 'cause he'll still be in the Marines. I think we might be the 1% of high school sweethearts that actually stay togther. Im not getting my hopes up or anything or making anything offical cause a lot can happen in two years but, Yeah so anyway, our friend Heather, her mom died Sat. morning so anyone who reads this please keep her in your prayers, if you pray. Well g2g (got to go) I'll write more later. Bye.

OMG. Jeff's mom is so cool. I really like her a lot and get along with her great. If me and Jeff ever get serious, I would be really cool to have her as a mother-in-law. I love seen Jeff and is mom togther. They are so funny. He is such a mommas boy and its really cute. She is someone I could talk to. I really cant talk to my mom about anything and Jeffs mom seems really cool. I hope she and I can spend some time togther soon or while he is gone. I hope that if she goes to San Diego for Jeffs graduation I can go to. Im so proud of him. Well gtg. Ill write more soon.