i tried 2 trust again but my heartz just shatterd
im broken
all i feel iz the pain
the pleasure u gain
my soul broken n batterd
it doeznt matter
my criez wont b heard
my scarz wont b cn
theyre on the inside
ur so fuckin mean
u tasted my criez n my blood
u were sumthin i luvd
just had 2 state the factz
like steppin on foot long tackz
u followd me eveywhere
u were in my dreamz,my nightmarez
u were the reason i cried
u were there when i died
none of thiz fuckin matterd 2 u
u wuld rather c me beat black n blue
so fuck u dude
i may not of did sumthin in the past
but it happend so damn fast
the pain just last,last n last
u were inside my mind
u wantd 2 stay there til i died
u wantd 2 fuck with my emotionz
cuz u thought it waz funny
u did
waz it worth it?
u still dont give a shit?
ur the song i have in my head
2 me,that song iz dead!
btrayal,the definition of u.
wat the fuck did i do?
dont btray me again ever in ur fuckin pathetic life.
ill cut ur throat with the very same knife.
u stabbd me in the back with.
stupid shit.
u put me thru.
i thought we waz cool.
btrayal,btrayal look in my eyez.
ur heart diez.
im nw smilin with ur blood on my handz.
lick ur blood.
u threw my heart in the mud.
stompd on it 2 make sure.
i set u on fire 2 burn.
dont make me b alone.
freezin down 2 the last bone.
dont wanna lay me down 2nite.
drown my will 2 fly.
then watch my heart die.
i dont wanna let u go.
but i waz left with no choice.
just 2 let our friendship die.
but,oh well!go ahead n cry.
after last nite,i dont care about u that way.
nemore.iz wat u r everyday.
dont care if u still tell me u luv me.
dont care if ur face bleedz.
bitch bleed 4 me.
beg 4 4giveness.
fuckin idiot!
u dont kno wat u use 2 b.
dont 4sake me.
bitch taste me.
fuckin dick.
ur makin me sick.
4get b-in my best friend.
i dont wanna c u again.
2gether we stand.
just hold my hand.
tell me everythin iz okay.
tell me everyday.
dont ever leave me alone.
bcuz my heart iz cold.
thaw my cold heart out.
im heart broken just about.
u broke it.
doez that not mean shit?
i h8 when u do thiz.
when u ignore me.
like im not nethin.
just spare ur feelinz.
i just need 2 b healin.
u just dont care 2 much.
u just dont give a fuck.
just let me b.
just let me b me.
i already lost my mind.
4 fallin in luv with u.
how culd i b so blind?
my heart sum1 else will find.
sum1 who haz a wonderful mind.
just like mine.
i kno im crazy.
i kno im weird.
i kno u wuldnt b listenin if u cared.
u broke my heart.
i lost my mind.
stop actin like ur kind.
"mind" a 4 letter word.
that controlz ur eveythin.
i finally think my mind n heart iz cured.
SO FUCK OFF!
such a beautiful girl.
ur a part of my world.
ur lipz r like morphine.
they knock me out everytime they touch me.
ur such a beautiful woman.
ur luv keepz me woundd.
u make my heart melt.
u make me feel thingz i never felt.
just tell me itz okay.
that im not straight n im not gay.
im only bisexual.
itz not like im a criminal.
i b who i am n who i wanna b.
i want u 2 b with me.
cut me.
cut ur best friend.
or cut urself.
let u end.
my heart.
cut it.
shit.
cut my eyez out.
so i cant c u nemore.
cut open a door.
4 ur skank ass whore.
cut my handz off.
so i cant touch u.
cut me dude.
itz wat u wanna do.
i beg u.
CUT ME!
say it 2 my face.
stupid bitch.
fuckin chicken shit.
have a fit.
say u h8 me.
btray me.
show me wat i shuld b.
i shuld just b like u.
no matter wat i do.
i cant feel u nemore.
u were wat i adore.
burnd my herat down 2 hellz core.
dont do it.
itz sumthin ull only regret.
kill me,ull die 2.
nw wat will u do?
just cloze ur eyez.
it will all b okay.
just take my hand.
ill lead u the rite way.
lookin in ur eyez.
time just fliez.
ur eyez r just so wonderful.
u treat me rite sumtimez.
i 4get when i look in ur eyez.
mayb itz not so bad.
ur eyez look amazin when ur high or mad.
i trust u til my luv diez 4 u.
i look in ur eyez,so true.
i dont kno y.
but ill alwayz luv u.
i think about u day n nite.
even when we have a huge fight.
itz just not rite.
ur inside my head.
i cant get u out.
itz not hard 2 explain.
ur inside my fuckin brain.
i dont care if thatz lame.
i need u in my life.
i cant breathe without u.
i luv u dude.
i cant explain the feelin inside.
u make my heart rize.
inside me.
therez u.
inside me.
itz true.
inside me.
i luv u.
all the liez u told me.
all the liez i wuld b.
ur heart liez.
my heart diez.
liez u told were true.
u never meant "i luv u".
ur broken liez.
my shatterd criez.
a part of me diez.
ur liez r never true.
even tho i cant stand u.
but ill alwayz need u.
even ur liez cant push me away.
ur liez r here 2 stay.
itz not fair.
all thiz pain u put me thru.
i thought u care.
i waz wrong.
THERE!
u happy nw?
wuld u rather watch me drown?
watch me gasp 4 air?
itz not fair.
it never iz.
my heart haz a tare.
there iz sumthin ill miss.
that "not fair" kiss.
that wuldnt mean shit.
itz not fair,that ill never b with u.
ur sum1 elsez dude.
lifez not fair.
i dealt.
itz over.
itz the recent past,thatz coverd.
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