You want things from me I cannot give
You want the fairy tale you read when you were young
You want changes in me that will never be
You want love that transcends all space and time
I want the sun the moon and the stars
I want the perfect girl in body and in mind
I want love thats there when I need it
I want freedom to do as and when I will
You want the world with me
but I am never there
I give you everything you need
but you tell me that I don't understand
You say its not the things you need, but me
and I give you all I have
I need space when you want to share my world
I guess you'll never understand
You and I
we are worlds apart
yet the same
making life what we can
when love is just a game
The illusion of pain is real
as i dive deep into the inferno
that is my mind.
I make sure to ignore my memories, taunting,
they grow tall here like trees in a forest
untouched by man.
I feel my body getting lighter
pain soon turns to pleasure
then to ultimate Ecstasy.
I wish that it can last forever
but this cannot be so.....
I return to the pain
the one thing that is real
the only thing that i feel.
Blessed be the mighty beast
as we transform whats underneath
can we live up to the task
when we throw away our mask
or has love deadened our hearts
so much that we 're like actors playing a part.
Your love is like a prison that leaves me wanting
eating me slowly like cancer thats killing
the only thing that saves me is the ocean
and the miles between us that kill my devotion
maybe its time you let me go
so i can end this journey in the great below.
COMMENTS
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Synster
04:36 May 27 2009
OMG OMG OMG. You read my mind...Lol. I love this one. It's like you know what's going on in my life...Heh.