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So I've been gone from here for a few months. (Real life got busy, and I pretty much completely forgot about this place. Sorry, folks.) But I have returned now, and since life has slowed down, I've decided to ramble about the happenings since I last wrote.



The friend whom I was staying with's husband came home from deployment, and me being uncomfortable there, even though he swore he didn't mind, moved back home with my parents. Yay. (Not.) -- Anyway...I had dated someone last year, and that went horribly, but I finally decided to try to get back into the dating scene. (Note: I'm not the most sociable person in the world, so dates are usually few and far between for me.)



Me being the type of person who wears their heart of their sleeve, did some stupid things (i.e. agreeing to a date with a person who didn't, until after I'd decided that I enjoyed their company quite a bit, decide to tell me that they weren't divorced) and got my emotions jerked around. There were a few other people somewhere in that mix of time too, but most of them were boring or otherwise not worth dating. (Also got my emotions jerked around by someone else, who I later remember deciding that I wanted to throw a wrought iron frying pan at his head, but refrained from doing so.) I haven't yet completely given up on the dating thing, but I'm perilously close to doing so. It has begun to seem like a completely pointless waste of my time. (Not that I've really got anything better to do, but I'd rather not be jerked around or have my heart stomped on, thanks.)



I've been searching for a job. (To no avail as of yet.) Trying to figure out what exactly I want to do with my life, because, let's be honest, I'm young and dumb and have no idea what I really want to do. I know what appeals to me in this lifetime, but I'm not sure which path is the one that I want to follow. I applied for FAFSA, but unfortunately it didn't go through in time for registration at my local community college, so now I get to wait until next semester, and pray that I've got the time and resources for it to go through next time.



My father is scheduled to deploy here in a few months (if they don't cancel it all together, since they already post-poned it) and he's considering getting out for good once this renewal of his original contract is up. (This will be in roughly 2 years time.) He and my mother have discussed moving to Kentucky (a slightly better medium between the heat of Texas and the cold of Pennsylvania where I'm originally from) and I know they want me to go with them, but I'm not sure that I want to go. As much as I hate the Texas heat, it's become home to me.



Annnd..I'm rambling, so I'll just stop here.

Lol.