funny thing how one of m girls atte dungeon comes to me and says i'll never be anything...huh lol...i mean she a dominatrix in training that is...she dropped by my door step and never left...she started as a slave at first but all my girls do in or for one to be the ultimate fantasy u must understand both levels of pleasure and pain....intertwinging both in ur work....personally i love the girl but she sucks as a dom n usually ill book her the easy ones, reg. spanking and insults kinda session....n she has no clientle....i mean every man or woman that has walked thru my door has seen me 1st n has been left dumb founded...i mean the girl has a true talent within her some of my best cant even sit thru one my expert sessions but she can....the lil bitch can stomach it...but still i try i swear i do...ill push her positively to strive....i mean i offered her to be a phone girl but she refused the kid is determined to be a dom...internally as i watched her weep in 7 in thigh high patent leather boots n sinching corset with all the black eyeliner from makeup hell running down her lil pale face, as dom. julie and dom. isis comfort her on my rugged floor while phee phee my gay pitbull sniffs around....
i got the thinking, we can be watever ever our imaginations want us to be, we can live like gods in our thoughts, wat about life?...some of us can apply that lil dreamer within us...i mean after i was introduced first to kink n i loved it, then to submission, than domination i mean i lived at that moment....and i said to myself i cud do this, i practiced in all ways, 1st it was my short lived phone-sex job, i mean i told mgnt. i was good with s & n so they put me on mostly to those calls, then is escaladed to working with my master he said practice n make some cash too this guy is amazing i mean his own friends became my fan base, i dedicated every min every sec of my life to perfecting my craft, now i own my own dungeon i manange 6 lives, attitudes, pms'z, problems etc....they've been with me from day one give a or take a few newbee's i like to rotate here and there, but this poor lil sobing girl,
cnt even spank and insult, and she's been on for a month or 2 now....my other girls r great at the rookie stuff, but some how they're ok with the hardcore some have prefernces n some dnt, but this river making girl can shit piss and spit her ass of on a client, but she cnt insult and spank.....
i love her but its one of those days were yet again the world proves how retrograde ppl and the personalities can get.....
i guess mama was right u cud be anyting u want when u grow up :)
the wiccan moon cast its gaze upon my face,
i feel its artic kiss upon my face,
stirring mad within and in my pace,
i must catch the hour before its too late,
erie senses run a muck within me,
my third eye splurges with energy,
chanting for i call her before me,
Akasha she comes,
.......yep another day in developement.....
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