Look in my eyes
Glimpse inside my head
Mess with what's mine
You'd be much safer dead
Go ahead and piss me off
Make my fucking day
If you think I'm scared
You've just made your worst mistake
I've seen demons you couldn't even fathom
Ones that make you look innocent
As pure as the fallen snow
I've seen the worst horrors descend
You no longer hold power
Though you claim you're so great
All your conceit will leave you hollow
With nothing to fill you except hate
There has been anger
So powerful it seems like a dream
It hasn't completely consumed me
But when that day comes
It will do you no good to scream
A view of red
Overtakes my eyes
It's as though everything bleeds
Like it's all about to die
I see a flower
Darker than the rest
A single black rose
Growing within the mess
Realizing my surroundings
I take a closer look
In the distance there's a stone
On it's surface lies a book
With symbols and words
That I barely understand
Sanguis Vitam Est
Is scrawled into the sand
The blood is the life
Now I hold it in my hands
Teeth extending
Eyes set ablaze
Hunger consuming
My vision becomes a haze
My strength returning
To roam I'm now free
I begin my search for you
I can imagine you're already running.
I scream,
Tearing out my hair,
Locked in a masquerade where nothing's real,
Living this way isn't fair,
Now I'm running,
Chasing my own sanity,
Afraid to be alone,
Shaking and cold,
Broken and bleeding,
I seem happy,
Though my heart is shrieking,
Dead emptiness,
Overtakes my eyes,
I'm not me anymore,
That fact I can no longer hide,
My friends disappeared,
Never to return,
I lost it all,
I couldn't hear,
The reasons of logic,
Mentality warped,
Eyes now open,
Yet somehow I'm still alive,
Only with my spirit broken.
Drive me into the ground
Bleed me dry
The anonymous one you never notice
Is awakened from her hiding
Screaming through my tainted scars
Killing the soul within
These bruises never ending
Buried beneath my skin
Is a dead heart
Incapable of feeling
Until you show me life
Break me and you'll bleed
Free me and I'll release
What was never there before
I hold your crucifix
It burns me and I scream
Wishing reality was just a nightmare
All I want is out of this dream
No longer what I was before
Wanting solace in your arms
When I wanted that before
It only caused me harm
My hatred for you never subsided
It was only submersed in my tears
No longer do I breathe for you
No longer do I want you near
Scars bringing me to immunity
To what I thought love was before
Once I broke beneath you
It won't happen anymore
I hope you rot
Maggots feasting on your bones
With me there laughing
As you utter your last groan
Metal shards in your lungs
Pus seething through your pores
But that's too easy a task to do
Unwrapping your skin
I'll put my blood inside of you
Taste my pain
Feel the hurt you've subjected
I'll end you so swiftly
But not until I return the pain
What you've done to me
Is yours again
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