It was the smell of innocence that drew me to her even in the noisy, smoke filled room of the night club her scent overwhelming my heightened senses...
With supernatural eyes allowing me to see even in the darkest of night, I could see her fragile frame in the shadows of the room as if she were standing in the daylight...
She was modernly beautiful, with long golden hair, inherently similar to that of the accursed sunlight .
Her deep blue eyes reminded me of the waters of the Carribean islands, and its azure seas...
With high cheekbones and sensuous full lips
her sharp distinct features reminiscent of
of rich American descent ...
She looked to be no more than 20 years in age
and was quite curvaceous and voluptuous in body...
With a mere thought I called out to her "See Me"...!!!
As if she were a marionette puppet on strings, and I her puppet master, she rose from her chair and set her drink down upon the finely crafted rich Birchwood bar...
Slowly she turned in my direction as if she were unsure of her own actions...
As she began to scan the room, I suddenly appeared on the stairway before her, as if by magic...
Again I sent her a mental command "Come to me fragile one", "come to me"...!!!
Without hesitation, she crossed the floor meeting me at the foot of the stairs, as I stood before her...
For a moment time stood still as we stared into each others eyes, each others souls...
"Hello" she said, in a voice that could only belong to that of an Angel..."I'm Cassidy, do we know one another"...???
"No"... I said, "but I would like to remedy that if you would allow me the privilege"...
Smiling shyly, she nodded her head and said
"I would like that"...!!!
Then please allow me to introduce myself...
I am Gabriel , Gabriel Renwar, it is a pleasure to meet you Cassidy ...
I could taste a feint hint of fear in the air as I took her hand kissing it gently, it was unmistakable ...
As I gazed into her eyes I whispered ever so slightly,
"I mean you no harm precious one"...
It was in that very moment,
that she became mine forever ...
I could hear her heart beating in systemic rythym,
as her lust began to rise within her...
Good evening Gabriel she said, that is a very strong name...
It broke my dead heart, just to hear my name float from her lips...
You flatter me with your words, I responded...
She merely smiled, again my dead heart broke....
I knew I loved her with her every breath,
how could I not..???
This Angel of God, that stood in my presence...
Cassidy, would you like to join me for a drink ...???
Without saying a single word, she simply nodded...Yes...!!!
As I took her by the hand, she became flustered, and I could feel her pulse quicken in her excitement...
We climbed the stairs asI led her to the table, in a dark corner of the room...
"I hope you are satisfied with these accommodations",
"I do cherish my privacy" I said...
"It's perfect Gabriel," very intimate and personal
quite secluded...
I fell in love with her in that very moment,
My precious Angel of God...
As we sat quietly in the dark, gazing upon one another
Her heart spoke to me ...
Who are you Gabriel...???
and why do I already love you so...???
I was overwhelmed with love for her,
In the secrets of her thoughts ...
But I held my composure,
restraining myself to remain emotionless...
Do you come here often Gabriel...???
She asked...
"No, beautiful one" I said
I don't get out often enough,
and i'm not really one for crowds...
"And you"...???
No, I don't go out much either
my friends actually talked me into it tonight...!!!
I'm so very glad they did Cassidy, I responded
Me too, she said with a shy smile...
Sending a mental command to the Bartender to deliver to our table a very rare and expensive bottle centered behind small glass doors on the top shelf of the bar...
In moments, the waitress placed in front of us with two fine wine glasses...
Thank you I said, as the waitress bit her lower lip responing with "My pleasure handsome "...
"Leave us," I said to her with my mind...
She bit her lip again in ecstasy and obeyed, I could smelll her passion as she walked away....
"Shall we Cassidy"...???
"Let's" she said...!!!
The bottle looks very old Gabriel, are you sure it will still be drinkable...???
I have found in my life, that things of ages past are of a rare quality and significance to those who covent them...
And what do you covent Gabriel....????
She said with a look of wonder and intrest in her beautiful eyes...
"Innocence", I said...
it is as rare as this bottle that sits upon our table...
As rare as your beauty that called to me from across this room.....
It is you who flatter me now Gabriel...!!!
She said, as her cheeks became flustered with blood as she began to blush....
What would you have me say in the presence of such undeniable truth....???
Her heart spoke to me as if the words had come from her very lips...
Who is this.man...???
Why do I feel so safe with him...???
So comfortable....
It's as if I have known him a lifetime,
loved him a lifetime....!!!
Why does this feel so familiar ...???
To be continued....
How many years must I endure this...???
It is a question I have asked myself a thousand times...
I have always walked head long into
the darkness of my own convictions...
It is a part of myself, I have come to live with...
Albeit of personal light, I walk in the shadows of who and what I have become...
In search of the man I once was, and the life taken from me without choice so long ago...
But I do so with no ill will or regret, for it is who I am now...
There is fearless strength and indomitable will, that drives me to except that very same darkness within me...
So I continue my endless search for a soul lost to me in darkness, through eyes that reflect no image when I look in the mirror....
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