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03:03 Jun 25 2006
Times Read: 613






[N:] Am I throwin you off?

Nope

[N:] Didn’t think so



How you doin’ young lady

That feelin’ that you givin’ really drives me crazy

You don’t haveta play about the joke

I was at a loss of words first time that we spoke



Looking for a girl that’ll treat you right

You lookin’ for her in the day time with the light

You might be the type if I play my cards right

I'll find out by the end of the night



[N:] You expect me to let you just let you hit it

But will you still respect me if you get it



All I can do is try, gimme one chance

What’s the problem I don’t see no ring on your hand



I be the first to admit it, I’m curious about you, you seem so innocent



[N:] You wanna get in my world, get lost in it

Boy I’m tired of running, lets walk for a minute



[Chorus]

Promiscuous girl

Wherever you are

I’m all alone

And it's you that I want



[N:] Promiscuous boy

You already know

That I’m all yours

What you waiting for?



Promiscuous girl

You're teasing me

You know what I want

And I got what you need



[N:] Promiscuous boy

Let's get to the point

Cause we're on a roll

Are you ready?



[Verse]

[N:] Roses are red

Some diamonds are blue

Chivalry is dead

But you're still kinda cute



Hey! I can't keep my mind off you

Where you at, do you mind if I come through



[N:] I’m out of this world come with me to my planet

Get you on my level do you think that you can handle it?



They call me Thomas

last name Crown

Recognize game

I'm a lay mine's down



[N:] I'm a big girl I can handle myself

But if I get lonely I’ma need your help

Pay attention to me I don't talk for my health



I want you on my team

[N:] So does everybody else.



Baby we can keep it on the low

Let your guard down ain’t nobody gotta know

If you with it girl I know a place we can go



[N:] What kind of girl do you take me for?



[Chorus]

Don't be mad, don't get mean

[N:] Don't get mad, don't be mean



Hey! Don't be mad, don't get mean

[N:] Don't get mad, don't be mean



Wait! I don't mean no harm

I can see you with my t-shirt on



I can see you with nothing on

feeling on me before you bring that on



Bring that on

[N:] You know what I mean



Girl, I’m a freak you shouldn't say those things



I’m only trying to get inside your brain

To see if you can work me the way you say



It's okay, it's alright

I got something that you gon' like



Hey is that the truth or are you talking trash

Is your game M.V.P. like Steve Nash



[Chorus]

Promiscuous Girl

Wherever you are

I’m all alone

And its you that I want



[N:] Promiscuous Boy

I'm calling your name

But you're driving me crazy

The way you're making me wait



Promiscuous Girl

You're teasing me

You know what I want

And I got what you need



[N:] Promiscuous Boy

We're one in the same

So we don't gotta play games no more

things i hate...
13:00 Jun 17 2006
Times Read: 625

Ok so Im starting a list..



1. rating profiles.

2. ignorance.

3. etelecare.

4. lazy bum friends who say they will call and DONT! liars the whole lot of them.

5. 90% of the male species.



to be continued!

blessed birthday...
02:45 Jun 17 2006
Times Read: 629

I hated my job. I loved the people I worked with. Some of them remain my closest friends. They are crazy and caring.



My team! They are lazy and try to get away with everything they can. I let them get away with alot. I enjoyed spending hours with them talking about nothing and everything about our lives. We truely did have a family atmosphere in our group.



My sup buddies. They are the craziest bunch of males I could ever imagine. From a raging pervert to a sexified guy who likes da ladies and dresses like one too. We had each others backs.



I hated my site director. Now that I no longer work there I can say, "you are a worthless whore, and not in a good way. I hope you get caught for every little thing you do, and there is alot of it."



I did love my boss, he without threats or belittlement made me into a better supervisor.



My long time friend is amazing, she stood up for me until the very end.



Im glad I dont work there anymore. Maybe instead of thinking of it as a bad thing, they freed me. It was a wonderful brithday Present!!

09:03 Jun 15 2006
Times Read: 636

Alanis Morissette Lyrics

Alanis Morissette Music Video Codes

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dear matthew I like you a lot I realize you're in a relationship

with someone right now and I respect

that I would like you to know that if you're ever single

in the future and you want to come visit me in california

I would be open to spending time with you and finding

out how old you were when you wrote your first song



dear jonathan I liked you too much I used to be attracted to boys

who would lie to me and think solely about themselves and you

were plenty self-destructive for my taste at the time I used to say

the more tragic the better the truth is whenever I think of the early 90's

your face comes up with a vengeance like it was yesterday



dear terrance I love you muchly you've been nothing

but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive

and nurturing and consummately there for me I kept drawing you in

and pushing you away I remember how beautiful it was to fall asleep

on your couch and cry in front of you for the first time you

were the best platform from which to jump beyond myself what

was wrong with me



dear marcus you rocked my world you had a charismatic way

about you with the women and you got me

seriously thinking about spirituality and you wouldn't let me get away

with kicking my own ass but I could never really feel relaxed and looked out

for around you though and that stopped us from going any further

than we did and it's kinda too bad becasue we could've had much more fun



dear lou we learned so much I realize we won't be able to talk for some time

and I understand that as I do you

the long distance thing was the hardest and we did as well as we could

we were together during a very tumultuous time

in our lives I will always have your back and be curious about you

about your career about your whereabouts

obsession
06:30 Jun 13 2006
Times Read: 650

So I was playing with my journal, trying to keep it current and make sure pictures worked. When I got all obsessive about it. I did. I added video to the songs.. I do that sometimes.. get completely addicted to something, sometimes someone then poof.. its moved to something else. I must have ADD.. right? I'm blonde so it gives us a really bad representation when I get caught moving on before something is finished.. lol. At work Im caught in stuff that I was really excited about, now Im bored as hell and hate having to deal with ... people. Anyways. Back to obsessing. I dont know why something will catch my eye.. hmm.. so yes.. updated journal on its way cuz I still have the other areas to go through. lol.



and this journal entry made me think of this song... that I couldnt rest til I found the lyrics :S



Obsession - Animotion



You are an obsession I cannot sleep I am your possession Unopened at your feet There's no balance No equality Be still I will not accept defeat



I will have you Yes, I will have you I will find a way and I will have you Like a butterfly A wild butterly I will collect you and capture you



CHORUS: You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me You are an obsession You're my obsession Who do you want me to be To make you sleep with me



I feed you I drink you My day and my night I need you I need you By sun or candlelight You protest You want to leave Stay Oh, there's no alternative



Your face appears again I see the beauty there But I see danger Stranger beware A circumstance In your naked dreams Your affection is not what it seems



CHORUS



My fantasy has turned to madness And all my goodness Has turned to badness My need to possess you Has consumed my soul My life is trembling I have no control



I will have you Yes, I will have you I will find a way and I will have you Like a butterfly A wild butterly I will collect you and capture you



CHORUS

08:29 Jun 12 2006
Times Read: 672






I want you to remember

A love so full it could send us all ways

I want you to surrender

All my feelings rose today

And i want you to remain

The power of children can amaze

I'll try not to complain

I know that's a pisser baby

The chemicals between us

The walls that lie between us

Lying in this bed the chemicals displaced

There is no lonelier state

Than lying in this bed

I want you to remember

Everything you said

Every driven word

Like a hammer hell to my head

The chemicals between us

The walls that lie between us

Lying in this bed the chemicals displaced

There is no lonelier face

Than lying in this bed

The chemicals between us

The chemicals between us

Lying in this bed

We're of the hollow men

We are the naked ones

We never meant you harm

Never meant you wrong

I'd like to thank

All my lovers lovers lovers lovers lovers lovers

The chemicals between us

The army of achievers

Lying in this bed

The chemicals displaced

There is no lonelier state

Than lying in this bed

The chemicals between us

The chemicals between us

Chemicals

The chemicals between us



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I dont know. I think Ive found something that makes me feel this. What if Im only loving the thought and not the person. There is someone I have loved for many years. I dont want to go for it because what if it ends... then it will never have a chance again. I dont want to lose her.