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Time seems to be slipping through my fingers lately. I remember my grandfather told me once that as you get older, time moves faster. OMG. I didnt believe him. How could it? I believe that now. I seem to be running from one thing to the next. Days shift into weeks and weeks into months and the next thing I know its almost 2006. WTF happened to 2005.. or 2004 for that matter.



I think maybe I work to much. 10-12 hour days. Im lucky if I take 2 days off in a week. It just always seems like there is more to do and less time to do it in nowadays. I want to know how to be here annnnd do my work. Thats not really possible. I have 20 people standing around me asking stupid ass questions every moment of the day.



Which is another thing. Seriously what is wrong with people nowadays. You get hired to do a job, not to sit around and fuck off. Why do people assume that a workplace will bend to them? Why are they so damn special. I wanna tell em to sit down, shut up and do the damn job or quit. Then they'd really think I was mean.



How if Im making sure people do their job correctly do I get labeled as mean? I mean, oh because I wouldnt let you come and go as you please, not do what we hired you to do, or take 2 hrs a break a day, Im a bite. WTF is that? Sometimes Id love for them to have my job for a day. Get bitched at by my manager and then right after come up and bitch at em about something so stupid its not even worth the breath spent on it.



Ugh. maybe I am a workaholic. My whole entry has become about work instead of about having no time. erm. might be because all my time is spent at work.



Anyways...

Its time to start thinkin of those resolutions that I wont accomplish. erm. Thats not a good way to start em. I will try to accomplish. Nice middle ground goal there.



2:31am

12/22/2005

Athena