Hello Fellow NightWalkers...
It has been WAY to long since I have had the time to sit and visit the Rave. I do hope to have more time in the near future. Work is busting my ass and moving sorta through my whole schedule off. Excuses, all excuses. I do plan on being here more often. Life seems to be settling down and returning to normal.
Moving sucked.. just alot of stress and I am completely out of control on everything. So it pissed me off entirely. I am not used to having complete control of whats going on around me. Another one of lifes lessons I suppose.
I still am depressed and wishful about the loss of my greatest love so far in my life. Its not nearly as gut wrenching everyday now, but it still eats me alive to hear her voice or the prospect of seeing her. Life hasnt changed a whole lot.
Best thing is to keep your mind off the stuff you cant change and on things you can. Im going for a few promotions at work (think good thoughts for me!!) and tryin to spend some time with friends. Thats gotten boring so its back to the wonderful unboring people of the net.
Lots of Love
Athena
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