A couple of people did come and post on my son's page and I want to thank them. I'm not exactly in the greatest state of mind but I don't think anyone would be having lost a child and especially one only 28 years old.
My head is in a jumble and it's hard to move on so what I say at this point or how I act is an unknown territory. I will probably spend some time writing to get my mind off of some things or most likely sleeping.
I opened up my other profile after taking a break. Had a change of heart about being able to handle two. We'll see I guess. Right now my motivation is nil. With everything that has happened I am kind of spaced out and not coping well. I didn't think I would come in here but I find my mind wandering to things I would rather not think about. This place is a good distraction from packing and getting ready for something I don't really want to do because it is so final.
My son Matthew died on the 18th in Lebanon, MO
If anyone I know on here would like to sign his online guest book, you can go to this URL:
http://www.shadelscolonialchapel.com/fh/obituaries/obituary.cfm?o_id=1372854&fh_id=10912
I will be posting this in my other profile as well.
My computer went haywacky and I didn't have it for awhile. My brother's friend who worked in the field for 28 years had it. There are still glitches but over all it's fine. My coven was kind enough not to blind me because of my disappearance and I am also publically thanking them. I guess it doesn't always end up that way.
At this point I have decided to concentrate on only one profile, especially since I saw the new item which I don't understand at all. I may change my mind in a week or so but time will tell. I don't think at this time I can split myself up and figure out everything. Seems like a unique idea even if I am still saying huh.
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Angelus
17:14 Feb 02 2012
loss of someone dear is devastating.
am so, so sorry.