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Carson was one of the best people i no. even tho i don't get to see him in person anymore i get to see him in spirit he is with me all the time he is in many places at once cause he has to watch over the people that he loved and cared about. he is always with his little sister Alice I talk to him every night. me and brittany both talk to him every night some how. he was my brother he was my friend he was my world i don't know what i would do with out him. even though he doesn't walk on this earth he is here and i no it. you just have to believe. Carson cared about everyone he gave everyone i second chance. he didn't deserve to leave the world the way he did but at least we no now he isn't suffering.

Some days we sit and wonder what we could have done differently to change our ex's minds and have them take us back and give us one more chance to prove we have changed. Sometimes I wonder if i wouldn't have dated them in the past if i would actually would have a chance with them.



I am in fact a Wiccan I have been for 2 years now and still learning new things everyday. I learn about myself and my past. i do belive in reincarnation. I grew up in a Christian family and when i got old enough to make my own choices i started exploring religions, and Wicca seemed to stick. I love learning about it and finding out things. I'm surprised at how many Wiccans/Pagans that are in North Carolina.

so far today nothing is going right

my myspace is still fucked up

my friends won't even talk to me.

its over 100 degress out side (with heat index)

suppose to cool down tomorrow so we will see how that will go the only up side to all this is i got a new laptop and i get to go to warped tour this year with my friend Codiee so that should be pretty fun

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Nicnic
18:45 Jun 28 2010

My god... Your life is a dark abyss of turmoil.



Don't slip on the sarcasm.

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GothicPrincess
05:46 Jun 30 2010

wow. stella

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His name was Carson Bryce Kingston.

He was born on Saturday Feb 29, 1992 at 2:29am.

He was a middle child.

He was originally from Czech Republic.

He had his name changed at 15.

His real name was Tom.

He was more gay then bi.

He was majoring in Fashion and Photography.

Stella was his best friend.

He had a girlfriend.

He was a great guy.

He just began his life.

He never hurt anyone on purpose.

He was there whenever you needed him.

He didn't judge by looks.

He judged by personality.

He always told the truth.

He was straight up with anyone who asked his opinion.

He was adopted.

He had snakebites.

He loved watching Family Guy and Chowder.

His favourite bands were Tokio Hotel and Breathe Carolina.

He loved Bryttni.

Alicee was his daughter pretty much.

His wonderful life ended in his bedroom on March 7th 2010 at 9:30 (UK time)

Alicee was in the room.

His precious final words were "I love you forever Alicee."



we can't take life as a toy you break it and you can fix it or buy other one. you can't just throw you life away and give up. i no i've tried. Carson was a wonderful guy he always was there when i needed him or when anyone needed him.



Carson had Cancer. he did never complain about what was wrong he couldn't he had to take care of his little sister Alicee well she pretty was his daughter. we will never forget you carson. i love you forever and always

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LibidinousLuke
07:31 Jun 17 2010

This is both sad and beautiful. I am glad that you believe in reincarnation. I share that belief, and it gives me comfort when things like this happen.

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GothicPrincess
05:47 Jun 30 2010

Carson. may he rest in peace

his spirit lives in all of us

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