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Fought through the negative to the positive :) Sorry for anyone who read that... I swear it does not happen often. Just randomly and it doesnt last long. Happy happy happy time :3 By the way, I do in fact cuss. Its totally fine XD I just dont cuss unnecessarily. :)

I just need a hug.

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DarqueGable
21:40 Feb 28 2012

*hugs*

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Icebound
21:51 Feb 28 2012

Awww...I wanted to be first...





::HUG::

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Sabastianthebat
04:15 Feb 29 2012

*Hugs hugs* [:

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I could really use a worth while friend in life. One I can count on. One that doesn't spread pointless rumours, or try to sabotage your grades. One that is as eager for the future as I am. One that plasters their Happy Face on as I do and knows how it feels. But that won't happen. No one clicks quite right with me. So I must change myself for others again. The never ending cycle of life, it seems.

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Requiem
01:19 Feb 29 2012

Fuck that. Don't change yourself. BE yourself.



The only reason you should ever change yourself is if YOU choose to do this FOR you.



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I just said fuck in your journal. >.o

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Terribly depressed. Long day of incessant bickering, fake people, and idiotic teachers. Only thing that kept me from telling someone I was sick and going home was I didn't have my phone on me. So I hid in the bathrooms and cried for the most part.

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Requiem
01:17 Feb 29 2012

:(

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Making a profile page seems extremely important, yet I cannot find anything to write. Probably just another effect of my low self esteem. I can't find the words to describe myself and stay positive, kinda.

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moonkissed
03:50 Feb 28 2012

Then talk about what you like.

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Requiem
06:59 Feb 28 2012

What she said. ^^



:)

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People are so weird about being caught in a lie O.e.... just accept that it was a lie and let us move on from that. Not a big ordeal.

So, I had 4 stupid tests today. Well one had a purpose but the other 3 were complete bullshit. I am in precalculus... Why do I need to take a test on Algebra? To prove I am at least on the same level as the idiots at my school? I am pretty sure my grades and courses I am taking should speak for themselves, no? Must I take test after test, proving I am not going downhill? The test counted for nothing, literally. There was no point in it. And I lost class time. *sigh* broken system, I suppose.



Also, I got move in art class to sit on a cardboard box. Yes, a box. Simply because the teacher held a grudge from when I informed her that I did not care for the class and it was just a credit to me. Another thing to help me get out of here and to somewhere that I deserve and work for. So she found the smallest thing to send me to the back. I spoke in her class when everyone else was talking as well. She told me, "I can and will send you out of this classroom whenever I want because I am the teacher and if I think you are talking to loud the I can give you detention." To which I responded, "Well I am not the only one talking, so why am I getting in trouble here? No disrespect, but that simply doesnt seem very fair." Then she proceeded to inform me that I am not allowed to speak back to an adult because she has supreme rule and that she is a dictator unlike the 'democratic United States'.. It isnt even a democracy, it is a republic. And she isnt a dictator. She just enjoys going on power surges. Then she moved me to the back of the class room, far from everyone else, made me sit on a cardboard box and work off of the glue table. Which is impossible to draw on. I am so sick of teachers here. The only ones I respect are my precalc teacher and my Spanish teacher. All the rest are unnecessarily idiots.

Done with the drawing, and its okay for my first attempt at anime, I think. Might put the picture up tomorrow if I dont forget. Off the bed now, sweet dreams everyone. :)

I found a picture I really like and I think I will just draw that with my own flare. Even though it is not original, I will use it to calm the unexpected need to draw. It will give me a little practice with anime also. :3

My family has eaten all my cake. My precious cake. *sigh* Just a little more practice for the next one. Last one was classic, next is double chocolate fudge, and I will make this one so rich that they will have to eat it slowly (:

I would like to get into poetry one day. It just seems too beautiful for me to be able to master or even be mediocre though.

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Requiem
12:53 Feb 27 2012

I love writing poetry!



You would not BELIEVE the amount of godawful poetry I have written. And laughed at. And mocked. And wept over. And improved. And wondered if I needed medication.



Just .... write. If you want to do it - do. Your pen will find its voice. It may sing, it may warble, it may croak - none of that matters. It's yours. That's what matters. :)

Put pen to paper,

Scribble, yearn, strive and flourish.

Let your thoughts be known.

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Sadly, I don't believe I will be drawing tonight. Have stared at this blank page for way to long. *sigh* there is always tomorrow.

I think I will try to draw something amazing tonight :) Just need inspiration, which this site seems to be oozing with.