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It has been along time since I have sat before this screen and poured my life on this page.

I have so much to say, but not sure that I have the proper words to describe it.

I have been learning to live alone for once and I am enjoying it. Though life is actually quite hard for one such as I. I live in a large, 2 bedroom apartment with my cat. I enjoy being alone..the solitude, but I also miss the contact with others. I have a few "friends" but none that I can fully trust. I know that is an odd statement but I cannot trust many people after being hurt so many times.

I have two stalkers already. One is a 48 year old man with two children. The other is a girl that I go to college with that cannot shut her mouth. I am ready to strangle that *beep*.

Also, I had my mid-terms today. I have one more today and 2 more this week. I am going crazy.

I have been feeling like shit the last few days. I have been shaky, weak, headache, cold...its been horrible. I don't understand it..the doctor said I'm fine. *sigh*

I have met one interesting young man though...he is a sweetie. I've grown attached..which i hate. He's gay..so that's no big problem.

Next, I think I have found a roommate..but the intersting and annoying thing is ..he is lycan. *sigh* what the hell was my problem.??

My anniversary of being single is coming up. I'm reaching 3 years. I"m not complaining...but my bed has been lonely.

Next...I like someone..but don't know how to apprach her...its odd...she's pretty...funny...and interesting..but I've only talked to her twice. I'm nervous...don't like it.

I'm becoming pathetic. I really am.